Death Is Not Welcome Here

1/17 LJ

2012-01-17T18:26:00.001-08:00

S:Genesis 42:24-25 NASB

He turned away from them and wept. But when he returned to them and spoke to them, he took Simeon from them and bound him before their eyes. Then Joseph gave orders to fill their bags with grain and to restore every man's money in his sack, and to give them provisions for the journey. And thus it was done for them.

O:
Joseph was done wrong. No doubt about it. There is no such thing as hurtful than to be abandoned bu your own family. I don't know how Joseph did it. How he could look straight in his brothers eyes and not be filled with rage to throw them all into prison. Instead he shows them kindness and refills their sacks with need. I wonder what his weeping was about. I wish the Bible was a bit more clear on what kind of weeping. Clearly, he trusted till years later, the dream he dreamt. And maybe he was weeping out of gratitude to know that Gods dream and promise came true not to glorify Joseph but as the larger plan to rescue his family.

A:
I can't stand Kerry and Jane. I really don't know how they can be the way they are and boast about their strong work ethics and how wonderful of a coworker they say they are. No ability to sensr how difficult and disrespectful they make other's worklife. But for whatever reason I can't seem to come even remotely close to what Joseph is doing for his brothers who backstabbed him. He is going above and beyond that. I want to change and let go of that area and it will require constant ..sadly daily forgiving and daily coming to Jesus for strengthen and grace and love.

P:
Lord I confess...myheart doesn't want to love Kerry and Jane. I know ever since they made a big ruckus about worj I can't be normal to them and loving like I was before. Help me to changr God. I know that is something you want but my heart resists more than follows. Please soften mg heart GOD. I know you died for them too. And I am forgiven....may I react to that one truth today. In Jesus name amen.

1.14 Lj

2012-01-14T08:33:00.001-08:00

S:Luke 14:3-6 NASB

And Jesus answered and spoke to the lawyers and Pharisees, saying, "Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath, or not?" But they kept silent. And He took hold of him and healed him, and sent him away. And He said to them, "Which one of you will have a son or an ox fall into a well, and will not immediately pull him out on a Sabbath day?" And they could make no reply to this.

O:
Jesus has a reply that really put things into perspective. Who would not rescue their own son from pain or danger just because the law says so? Jesus is the movement of making love greater than law. To be so obsessed with law and doing things right over the idea of love is the trap I can get into this year as well.

A:
Jesus is the answer. He answered his own question in this passage. And bc of his response things were put into perspective. It made a lot more sense.
If Jesus' reply is what helps me put things into perspective whether Im sure or not then I need to be paying close attention to His words and not others. Love is greater anf should have higher priority than law. Its law which makes one lose thr ability to feel and give love...and even freedom. What are. Some areas where I am feeling like I need to play by the law than love? Prolly in my marriage. I could write a book of broke laws each monh and gripe and complain about it but it would defeat the purpose of love. Maybe in my work relationships I lack love towards. Jane that Iam going by the rulebook too much. How do I break this? I need to ask God for help definitely and learn to practice lovr not law or else Ill miss the point.

P:
Jesus, retune my perspective to be fixed on Love only. I confess God that I am still going by the book and holding things in my heart by the book. I know Jesus I am applying the book rules in my marriagr. I confess it as sin and as unloving attitude towards JP and Jane. Lord please change my heart and help me love away from the law. In Jesus namr amen.

1.10 lj

2012-01-10T08:17:00.001-08:00

S:Luke 10:41-42 NASB
But the Lord answered and said to her, "Martha, Martha, you are worried and bothered about so many things; but only one thing is necessary, for Mary has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken away from her."
O: 
A lot may look down upon Martha and say man she missed it completely. Bu id like to say otherwise. She wanted excellence..and she strived for it. But it consumed her where should couls not enjoy Jesus.I mean Jesus is sitting in your house visiting and I would be torn do I serve him or just be with him. Inmyself I see the same battle. And Jesus says thatI am worried about too many things and Im missing the target:Jesus Himself.
A: 
What perfect timing to hear this message and be reminded as BUILD is restarting back up. I do not want to be consumed or worried about specific things that happened or didn't happen and should have..I want to just focus on Jesus while striving for excellence in the process. Its hard for me tp do bc I am so task oriented and that's where my satisfaction comes from. I want that to change this year in ministry. I don't want to let ministry be my Lord. I want Jesus to be and ..I really want to enjoy Jesus more this year. It will be a battle I can feel it....
P: 
Lord reign fully in my heart today. You are worthy and I am not. You may do or ask of me whatever You wish..I ask that I may hear and obey quickly. Lord I pray that my heart would not wander from you and your design for CG, ministry, marriage, work relationships...Lord...help me understand that and embrace it but cherish You alone. Change this Martha heart and make it a Mary in this Martha society. Lord as CG slowly reunites I pray you would be the center Lord. Wisdom and discernment I ask in Jesus name. Amen.

1.6.2012 LJ

2012-01-06T23:27:00.001-08:00

S:
Luke 6:32-33 ESV

"If you love those who love you, what benefit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. And if you do good to those who do good to you, what benefit is that to you? For even sinners do the same.

O:
Jesus goes on this looong rant about what it really looks like to be like Jesus.its not like he borrowed moneg but he gives these examples that follow his concept of love. A timeless concept he mentioned was loving others. As followers of Christ its not about doing what the world does. It requires a shift of value, passions, viewpoints and goals including loving people. To become different and consecrated. Set apart and not into the world...one of the easiest traps is loving others. Loving the unloveable is hard andnot very beneficial. Its quite easy. Cop out.

A:
As I am challenged to consider what areas of my life is reasonable and unreasonable I wonder about what flows from me..love for the unloveable or love for the loveable. I can see myself gearing towards loveable people more than unloveable. Its just human nature I think. But its not Jesus nature. I want to become more like Jesus. My own personality and characteristic isn't hot or perfect therefore I need to continue to learn from the Master what it would require and look like. I told myself a resolution is to pray more and read the Word more this year so that Im not too far from Jesus.

P:
Jesus thank you for your loving kindeness..thank you for leading our family into a time of Word praise and prayer. God I know this year will be different. I want change and I want more of you so lead me and ajP to places where our faith must shine through. Lord keep my heart alive throughout this year. Please provide opportunities to love those. Who aren't. Help me God to become more like you during my intimate times wih You. In jesus name. Amen.

1.3.2012 LJ

2012-01-04T00:17:00.001-08:00

S:
Luke 3:9-11 ESV

Even now the axe is laid to the root of the trees. Every tree therefore that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire." And the crowds asked him, "What then shall we do?" And he answered them, "Whoever has two tunics is to share with him who has none, and whoever has food is to do likewise."

O:
John the Baptist responds to their question of "what then shall we do?" I wonder what the full context od the question really was?
"What should we so to avoid hell?"
"What should we do to get right with God?"
"What do I do to bear good fruit?"
It depends on what viewpoint they look at that message.
John responds to three groups: crowds, tax collectors and soldiers. Its strange how only three groups get addresses in this passage. Im not a tax collector or a soldier so I wasn't very engaged to that response but Johns response to the crowd stuck with me. Love others..

A:
If I have faith but no deeds my faith is nothing. If I havr deeds but no faith..it is nothing. They cannot be true without each other. I wonder ...did John speak to them the Gospel messagr and tie in deeds and faith to avoid the bandwagoners who wouldn't really follow Christ... I ponder and continue to reflect on my horrible focus on good fruits all the while missing the target of knowing Jesus as the goal of my life and ministry. Perhaps a tangible way is to love. "Love God and love others..nothing else matter'" such a simple but profound complicated motto for life..yet it makes sense.......did I miss loving others???

P:
God help me..teach me..show me how to love others. Fill my heart with compassion of You in me when I see others. Fill me with more of You(Love) so that I can love others in the overflow of my heart. Teach me Lord...please teach me and change me to love. In Jesus name amen.

1.1.12 LJ

2012-01-01T23:21:00.001-08:00

S:Genesis 2:24-25 ESV

Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and hold fast to his wife, and they shall become one flesh. And the man and his wife were both naked and were not ashamed.

O: Leaving and cleaving is a process that is not easy but very important in the design of marriage- God's way. By doing so we fulfill the purpoae of God creating Eve for Adam so that they become one in flesh. In their marriage...or union they were not ashamed even if they were naked.
If I was to fast forward to current times, ideally even JP and I can stand unashamed in our marriage. Unashamed of our status, financial security, living situations, clothes we wear, food we eat, how we celebrate etc etx...because God has brought us together as one.

A: I am slowly beginning to see the reason for perseverance and endurance in the marriage. We haven't even approached our first year anniversary but a part of me feels like we have been together for such a long time as husband and wife. I love the picture of Adam and Eve here. How they were so into each other and one in all things that anything.beyond them didn't make them feel ashamed or embarrasses. They weren't looking at other couples and sayinf, man I wish I had that or had this." No..they were unashamed as they were before God and "others". I long for that this 2012.. as JP and I go through the storms of life together we do not want to be ashamed bc we have things that aren't as cool or nice as others. We don't want to feel bebind in status and life..rather I want to stand with JP before God and others and havr a sense of knowing we are saved by grace and sanctified on a daily basis therefore no shame. We speak of things with no shame, our debt our fights, our failures and disappointments..I hope this year we can grow deeper as one and experience more Jesus in 2012.

P: Lord, thank you for providing a husband. Thank you for answering prayers and workong in my heart and JPs regarding what and how you designed marriage to be. Lord I want to see great things with JP. I want to see God sized miracles and transformation in our marriage and hearts. We want more of you. Lord I ask you teach us how to be faithful, unashamed and obedient to the end...no matter what the cost is. Grow us..discipline us O God. In Jesus name amen.

10/18 LJ: But but but..no GO!

2011-10-19T16:24:00.001-07:00

Acts 9:10-15 NLT

Now there was a believer in Damascus named Ananias. The Lord spoke to him in a vision, calling, “Ananias!”
“Yes, Lord!” he replied.
The Lord said, “Go over to Straight Street, to the house of Judas. When you get there, ask for a man from Tarsus named Saul. He is praying to me right now. I have shown him a vision of a man named Ananias coming in and laying hands on him so he can see again.”
“But Lord,” exclaimed Ananias, “I’ve heard many people talk about the terrible things this man has done to the believers in Jerusalem! And he is authorized by the leading priests to arrest everyone who calls upon your name.”
But the Lord said, “Go, for Saul is my chosen instrument to take my message to the Gentiles and to kings, as well as to the people of Israel.

O: God has a plan for Saul to convert into "Paul" to do a huge work. Unfortunately and understandably Ananais didn't. That's me too. Yet God in passion pursued Ananais to obey. Even with his 'But...' God already knows and comands him to go and do what He asks. Note he says there is a plan but still doesn disclose the details.

A: I am Ananais. I totally can relate to Ananais. How I too am prone to question God of the universe and my maker of His master plans. I would ask myself 1. Can I grow in my faith to not ask the who what wherr when why buts...and just go when the Lord calls the first time around? Iam always going to have unknown ls with God that eill require a lot of faith and obedience. To obey even if I don't know the full picture.

P:
Lord im trying to follow through with BUIKD and work and my marriage. But I know I fail and yet you cleanse me and set me on...to continue. Lord I want to be one not only called you Lord but lived out as Lord. Help me to follow even if I feel doubtful. Lord speak clearly to me like you spoke to Ananais. Make me faithfulJesus. In Jesus name amen.

10/15 LJ: Let Truth call the shots.

2011-10-16T23:33:00.000-07:00

Acts 4:19-20 ESV

But Peter and John answered them, "Whether it is right in the sight of God to listen to you rather than to God, you must judge, for we cannot but speak of what we have seen and heard."

O:
How fearful I would be to have the church leaders against what was Truth? What if it was the government instead? What if somebody told me to never speak the name of Jesus? Pray to God? Open my bible? Share the love of God? Id be mortified. I wouldn't know what to do or feel. Its encouraging to know that early church persecution also happened. Peter and John know and follow through with making God the final shot caller on their life. They let God be th jidge and do what they believe as true even if opposition intimidates and threatens their ultimate plan.

A:
Man I cannot fathom what it mustve been like to be threatened and ordered to stop what God has called me to do. How frightening and intimidating. Sounds like Tuesday nights for me. Its not like somebody is in my face saying don't teaxh this or don't speak that.the biggest enemy is myself and the enemy of all: Satan. It makes me wonder why do I fear so much when here John and Peter were threatened with a huge order to stop all activity. Makes me feel bad...why do I fear and stop myself? This Tuesday..well every Tuesday is a challenge. Its a hesrt pounding challenge where I have o wrestle witv my fears and ultimatrly walk in depending on God. I want that mindset which Peter and John. I want to know in my heart regardless of what opposition comes that I would stand firm and move forward.

P: Lord your perfect love casts out fear. Cast out the fear of failing of people in my heart. Lord grant me boldness and courage like Peter and John. Father I cannot do this without you. Lord make your oresence known and lead me as I go. Here I am God help me take advantage of this freedom we have in this country. Open my mouth to speak encouraging words and words of truth. In Jesus name amen.

10/14 LJ: Follow/ hang out and participate

2011-10-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

Psalm 1:1-2 NLT

Oh, the joys of those who do not
follow the advice of the wicked,
or stand around with sinners,
or join in with mockers. But they delight in the law of the LORD,
meditating on it day and night.

O:
There are three bad actions that is mentioned. Follow, stand in, and join. Depending on which area you apply this, it can be a bad or good situation. For example to follow the advice of the wicked. Not good. If you flip these words and replace it with God, it makes a whole lot more sense.

Oh the joys of those who do follow the advice of The Holy Spirit or hang out/ stand in with Gods people or join in with the Christian warriors... its a simple command of follow jesus fellowship with others and join in on what's going on..to me it speaks Gods story. And of course continue to meditate on it day and night. Chew on that word.

A: meditating on Gods word is an awesome experience.
To follow fellowship and participate as a result of that is life changing. I can always work on listening to God more and following through with what He says. One evaluation I probably should check out is am I listening to other voices as well. Am I participating in things I should not. Tidy up the social area and see how much clearer God becomes.

P:

Father, please show me where I need to tidy up. Teach me how to respond to un christian like talk and behaviors thst can influencr me. Reveal to me tge wickedness you hate in me so I may repent before you. Lord I want to love your word Jesus. Help me to fall in love with your word more and more. Draw me into your truth God. I ask for your wisdom as I prepare for Tuesdays small group. Lord impart on me the mind and understanding of Christ. I need you Jesus. In Jesus name amen.

10/13 LJ: It happened when we're together

2011-10-13T23:11:00.000-07:00

Acts 2:1-4, 42-47 ESV

When the day of Pentecost arrived, they were all together in one place. And suddenly there came from heaven a sound like a mighty rushing wind, and it filled the entire house where they were sitting. And divided tongues as of fire appeared to them and rested on each one of them. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit gave them utterance.

And they devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and the prayers. And awe came upon every soul, and many wonders and signs were being done through the apostles. And all who believed were together and had all things in common. And they were selling their possessions and belongings and distributing the proceeds to all, as any had need. And day by day, attending the temple together and breaking bread in their homes, they received their food with glad and generous hearts, praising God and having favor with all the people. And the Lord added to their number day by day those who were being saved.

O:
These amazing things didn't happen when a person was alonr. There were groups of people around whether it was opposing grouos or groups of people. In this case the believers were all toghether. There is a HUGE quantity of "they". There is not a single ME Or I other than when Peter speaks. There has to be a reason why God let these things happen in group settings. There is a purpose and result that is bigger than hat we think or expect.

A: while praying for CG I began to wrestle with God. What am I doing wrong and what am I doing right? What do I need o change and what do I need to pursue? A part of me was really discouraged and torn in a sense of feeling hopeless and possibly a failure. But through this passagr I see Gods importance of making things happen together. Apart from each other there is no sense of unity and power. Gods glory is best presented when broken people and randome nobodys are exemplifying His heart. It changes the environment completely. Two main things God and the gathering of people is so important. As muh at times I feel like nothing is happening I need to I have to trust in Gods ability and nit my own. That's hard at times. Knowing what Im capable of..its hard to just wait and be still in mybheart and continue what the Word says..I need to keep looking at Him with red eyes.

P:God,

Thank you for meeting me and reminding my heart of what breaks you God. I am so unworthy to be doing your work God but yet you know when Im about to "sigh" or give up and you speak to me every so gently and fan the fire in me. Father I pray you would drive me to my knees and keep my hungry for your word. Lord I oray you woukd ewuip me to lead and share on 1john. Lord I pray your truth would be revealed. Father I am nothing without you. I am nothing God. Apart from yoh I can do nothing. So Lord live through me speak through me and love his CG through me. I pray You woukd be pleased by what I do.in Jesus namr amen.

10/12 LJ: Jesus isnt a humanitarian.

2011-10-12T23:46:00.000-07:00

Acts 1:6-8 ESV

So when they had come together, they asked him, "Lord, will you at this time restore the kingdom to Israel?" He said to them, "It is not for you to know times or seasons that the Father has fixed by his own authority. But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth."

O:
People were still curious about Jesus' role in the land. To restore the land was a perspective of government and political restoration. However Jesus answers the question in His own way. Its kind of a "That's none of your business and not mine but only theFather's...anyways here's the plan when the Holy Spirit comes you'll be my witnesses in all the land." What a swift change of topic.jesus was not here to restore the way they thought he would. He was about saving lives delivering people and rescuing souls...not about humanitarian deeds. There was an article in my new Outreach magazine that came yesterday. The article was on Wayne Cordeiro.funny how I just got back from Hawaii..hehe but he had this quote that fit so well with todays verse:

"If you think about it, Jesus didn't die for humanitarian reasons. If He had, then He would have upset the Roman occupatikn and restored Israel. That's what Israelites wanted Him to do. Throughout His whole life He hardly addressed the Roman occupation. His focus was the soul. "What about your soul, what about your eternal lifr, what about your relationship with the Father?"

A:

This made me think about this holiday season.How and what is the Church going to do about the physical and spiritual needs of the community? How do we become more like Jesus and less like what the world wants: good deeds less fsith.

P:

Lord I ask that You would use Pathway as a catalyst to bring others to the knowledge of you. Father I pray you would open doors and close doors with MUSD and Salvation Army according to your will. Lord help me as an individual to become one that doesn't just focus on good deeds but also emphasizes the importance and strive to pursue souls for You. Lord as I wait upon your timing for Face of Loveplease teach me patiencr and perseverance. Cause me to pray more and more so I may know your heart more Jesus. Lead me and use me Father. IN Jesus name amen.

10/4 LJ: Its what is expected of me..

2011-10-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

Luke 17:9-10 MSG

Does the servant get special thanks for doing what's expected of him? It's the same with you. When you've done everything expected of you, be matter-of-fact and say, 'The work is done. What we were told to do, we did.'"

O:

Do not think lofty of yourself when you're basically doing what is expected of you.

A:
How often it is forgotten what our duties are as Christ followers. How quickly we presume this entitlement for gratitude and thanks from Jesus as if he owes us something when in fact it is anf always has been the basic duty of a follower of Christ. The priority gets lost along the lines. My comfort over his suffering. My reputation over his command to witness. Sooner or later its no long that wr owe him our lives, it becomes that Jesus owes us his gratitude or scarier is humans owe us..if anything the "well dine my good and faithful servant" is far more desired than thr praises of men. When I serve an individual do not consider it a favor or extra service to them..it is a duty as Jesus' servant.

P:
Woe to me O God.
How easily you becom the backseat passenger.
Lord I confess there is a sense of self entitlement within me. Cast it away from me God. May I not treat my coworkers with a sense of entitlement nor towarss the Church and especially towards you my Lord. Teach me and train me to follow you and follow through Jesus. In Jesus name amen.

10/3 LJ: Be shrewd for the right reason

2011-10-03T23:27:00.001-07:00

Luke 16:9 MSG

I want you to be smart in the same way-but for what is right-using every adversity to stimulate you to creative survival, to concentrate your attention on the bare essentials, so you'll live, really live, and not complacently just get by on good behavior."

Oo: the Manager did what was necessary in order for him to survive. He was praised for the timjng and ability to reduce debt and find "favors" once he is out on the streets. God encourages that type of shrewdness to be alive but when it comes to good things. He calls us to be creative in our survival.its when we become conplacent to get by and not thrive. Jesus wants us to thrive but to thrive against the hundreds and thousands it takes more than just the norm.

A: how does God want me to thrive? And not just how but+ with what and when.the major things before me at this point in life is marriage, cg ministry, worj relations. Jesus said to ask for wisdom and he will give it. Its a continuous priority of praying and asking for wisdom and that good gift of shrewdness for the kingdom. If there was a creative ness that I do need to tap it would have to be with tomorrows cg. Im really feeling weak and unwothy and somewhat lost in preparing for this study on 1st John. All the more it caused me to rely upon Jesus to make this anything worthwhile or God glorifying. So definitel to takr hold of Gods promisr and ask for wisdom and shrewdness to lead tomorrow's CG.
P:
Father you are the ultimate God of creativity. You've designed creatures and beings to function in a way that boggles the mind. Lord I ask for that mind. Because of my fellowship with you Jesus I am also a sharere of your heavenly resources. Pour out your creativity and resources upon me God. Lord I need you so much for tomorrows gathering. Please go forth and open their hearts and minds to read your Word and to have teachable hearts God. Lord I pray for a work to be done not by what I can offer or say but zimply by the power of your Word and Spirit. I look to your authority and your truth to make lives changed for you. Jesus, love the way you love me and JP and care for us. Help us to love you back with our lives. In Jesus name amen.

10/3 LJ: Be shrewd for the right reason

2011-10-03T23:27:00.000-07:00

9/29 LJ: Hide n Seek Gods way

2011-09-29T23:22:00.000-07:00

Luke 12:31 ESV

Instead, seek his kingdom, and these things will be added to you.

O: Luke writes about anxiety. What causes anxiety in out lives? What casuse us to worry and fret and eventually fix out eyes on the world and not Jesus? Its the most simple things: clothes, what to eat, what to do..and sometimes its the most conplex depending on how one rolls. He tells us, almost more than an encourgement but a sense of. Urgency..in the tone of his voice. Its the reversal of what we cherish the most....instead of chasing after worldly things or cherishing these products and items, Jesus urges and tells us to reverse that and make His Kingdom the priority seek after that...seek after what is Gods heart and unless we know God, how will we know:
1. His Kingdom
2. His heart and what moves it or breaks it
3. His method of speaking .whrn He comes and goes.
Ultimately..I must know God..first and then everything else will follow.

A:
Its been an ongoing message and truth for me. Know God in Word and Prayer. When things of the future are not clear or revealed..perhaps hidden..I now believe that its not about simply praying and stressing over what's unknown but seek God out in the midst of it and know His heart and kngdom more...the rest..it will come. My goal is to make sure during this process I don't use one for the other. Meaning if Im wanting to know Gods heart and seek after His Kingdom..its not bc I want the workdly needs and wants to follow. Its because Jesus is unfathomably precious and all knoeing all good all powerrful and all holy ..

P:
Lord I want to know you more.I want to see your heart and the way you would do things. I feel so lost and misguided misdirected without your Word. Please train me and teach me how to love You not with any expectations or strings attached obligations but sinpky because You are good. Lord make me a woman of prayer a woman who loves your Word. Father I want Yiu......I know in You there is truth endurance hope strength and wonderful unspeakable things. Lord pkacein me a hunger that wants You above everythung else. I ask for You to increase in our marriagr in Buuld and in the wokrkplace. Help me to honor you in my marriage and work. Help me to become a slave like you Jesus towards BUILD. Father reveal yourself to me O God....show me your glory. In Jesus name amen.

9/27 LJ: " Do what you know"

2011-09-27T21:25:00.000-07:00

Luke 10:

25 And behold, a lawyer stood up to put him to the test, saying, "Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?" 26He said to him, "What is written in the Law? How do you read it?" 27And he answered, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself." 28And he said to him, "You have answered correctly; do this, and you will live."

O: Lawyers are good speakers. They know how to word their way around things. It would seem natural and obvious for the lawyer to know the law if not the law of God during that time. I see that Jesus answered his question in two folds:
1. He answered the lawyer's answer with a question. "What is written in the Law" How do you read it?" or How do you interpret it. The Lawyer's question was " what do I do to inherit eternal life? Jesus directs him to the Law. Jesus could've said something different. He could've replied believe in me the Messiah and youshall have eternal life or Lay down your life and follow me. But he directs him to the Law or in our times would be the Word. The answer is the Word and in his 2nd part he says:
" You have answered correctly---DO THIS and you will live. He first directs TO the Word and says "Good answer" now DO what you know the answer is. generally speaking OBEY GOD'S WORD. Within God's word is the answer to all our questions even the most difficult and specific ones. and anything withheld is withheld for a reason.

A:
The answer is the Word. If you want to live than DO the answer/ Do what the Word says. Tonight while I was praying, there were things that came to mind from scripture. A lot of concerns came forward from the heart and I knew in my heart there was hesitation and resistence of even myself obeying God's Word because 1. it makes me uncomfortable and 2. Fear of man. But God KEEPS telling me DO IT. DO IT. and Today's Steven Furtick article was so piercing. That it's not always the BIG disobedience that causes ripples but it's also the small things in which we disobey that causes eternal longterm effects/consequences as well. I know for one, work and how I faithfully utilize my time. I've been trying to cut down and honor God at work more than before. 2. My relationship with God has been struggling the past 2 weeks and I'm trying to get that kick started back up again PTL. I think my next struggle I need to work on is how to continue ministering and supporting BUILD. The question of "what is next" keeps popping in my head and how God..How...

P:
Father,
Thank you for revealing this truth to me about what the answer is. Ultimately it's to love you and love people but many times I forget the answer to all things is the Word. Word and Prayer. So Lord I just want to say I have no firm idea on what to do with BUILD next. But Lord I trust that you do so I want to surrender next Tuesday and just ask that Youlead me these next few days as I search and look for what the best way is to study your word and encourage them to draw closer and deeper in their relationship with You. Lord use me and lead me in all ways possible. Father I pray that tonight would not be just the start and end but would be an ongoing effort to spiritually discipline myself as well as physically/emotionally and mentally for your glory. Father I ask that you would grant me rest tonight and awaken me in the morning to love you and love people at my work. Father, though I am ridiculed and mocked for simple things, Lord would you heal my heart and refrain my heart from becoming prideful or angry for they do not know Lord. Help me not to become prideful or allow self-entitlement to rise up in my heart. Lord I ask for moer of you and less of me. Increase in my daily grind and increase in my heart so that people would see less of me and more of you Jesus. In Jesus name I pray amen.

9/20 LJ: Remain faithful even if opposition and resistance happen

2011-09-20T18:29:00.001-07:00

Daniel 6:10-11 NIV

Now when Daniel learned that the decree had been published, he went home to his upstairs room where the windows opened toward Jerusalem. Three times a day he got down on his knees and prayed, giving thanks to his God, just as he had done before. Then these men went as a group and found Daniel praying and asking God for help.

O: Daniel had a lot going against him. The decree was published and instead of fretting he goes straight home and just does what he normally does. He doesn't even flinch. Maybe he felt anxious and wanted to pray but from the way it sounds..it seems like the news of this decree didn't even bother him b/c it says "Just as he had done before". He even gave thanks to God!!

A:
I keep beating myself when I hear things from the mouths of men that just boggle my mind or make me wonder why God. But it becomes an issue for me when it gets to me to the point wher I'm super discouraged. I"m inspired and challenged by Daniel's ability to not even flinch but just keep going forward with what he was doing before..I need to adapt that attitude and mentality towards CG/ministry and marriage..and my relationships at work.

P:
Lord, help me to not just stand firm but to remain firm as I go through small and big storms in life. Father create this huge filter in my ear and heart to not be shaken by the news I hear or complaints I hear about you and Church. Lord guard my heart with your goodness and power O God. Please give me a heart like Daniel who did not fear even withgovernment..but me God I lose sight with the words of mere men. Train me up God to fear nobody but You and to fix my eyes on you and your promises and your worth of all of me. IN Jesus name Amen.

9/13 : LJ " You gotta walk the talk"

2011-09-13T07:20:00.000-07:00

Ezekiel 33:31 NIV

My people come to you, as they usually do, and sit before you to hear your words, but they do not put them into practice. Their mouths speak of love, but their hearts are greedy for unjust gain.

O:
Many can hear but few actually do. Many can speak but few can do.
The people of God were not wholeheartedly faithful and honest before God. God knew. He sees the inside and out but is never fooled by their outside appearance. He looks at the heart.

A:
WHat do I hear and not practice?
What Do I speak but not feel.
Its easy to take bits and pieces and hold back the rest. And what causes me to hold back? The fear of man, pride, the focus of what happens to me than what is glorifying to God. I need to stand up and rdefine within myself what areas I need to set back into place the standards of a Christian.

P: Father,

If myvheart has become prideful before you and deaf to Your words would you humble me and bring me back to life in Jesus again. Lord if I have conpromised and chosen what I want over what You want I lay down my rights once again and bring all of me before You. Father be exalted in my life. Be blessed and use me no matter what it takes. Toughen me up that I do not become lazy or complainjng towards you toughen me up God with your strength and power. Lord I pray that my life would count in eternity. Father lead me...I rely soley upon you tonight. May Your spirit work Lord. Help me to persevere and be patient before you through Build and even through church and ministry and marriage. Lord speak through me O God. Empower me for your work tonight. In Jesus name amen.

9/9 LJ:

2011-09-09T12:34:00.000-07:00

Obadiah 1:

Thus says the Lord GOD concerning Edom: We have heard a report from the LORD,
and a messenger has been sent among the nations:
"Rise up! Let us rise against her for battle!" 2Behold, I will make you small among the nations;
you shall be utterly despised.[a]
3 The pride of your heart has deceived you,
you who live in the clefts of the rock,[b]
in your lofty dwelling,
who say in your heart,
"Who will bring me down to the ground?"
4Though you soar aloft like the eagle,
though your nest is set among the stars,
from there I will bring you down,

declares the LORD.

O: prideful man looks down upon people and things and cannot see anything above himself. Pride is the root of sin and needs to be removed and replced eith humility before God replaces it.

A:
Ever sinv C.S Lewis readings I feel as if God is pruning in me to reveal my pride as well. Im taking a lesson a t a time to see how things are going and how I react. Its not easy but I know I need to choose humility or else I will be humbled by God.

P:
Lord help me to do away with my pride. Father lead me to choose humility..to choose Jesus over myself. Help me to die to the Cross daily and let you live. I pray God that things that bother me discourage me would not be bc of my personal pride but bcof your righteousness thst you desire in me and others. Lord make yohr presencr and glory known to me O God.in Jesus name I pRay amen.

9/6 : Remember God and He will remember You

2011-09-06T23:23:00.001-07:00

Revelation 11:18 ESV

The nations raged,

but your wrath came,

and the time for the dead to be judged,

and for rewarding your servants, the prophets and saints,

and those who fear your name,

both small and great,

and for destroying the destroyers of the earth."

O:
The end is near and there is no opportunity to avoid it. God will judge all things. Things known and things unseen. He wikl see who remembered Him and remember them. Remembering His commands, his name, His worth, his glory and living that life. Those are the faithful the servants the saints.

A:
The sense that Jesus is coming back soon. The end times is in full effect. I fear and become concerned about my walk and whether I remember Gods commands, His teachings His namr His worth and glory as I live each day..or am I spending it on worthless things. Do I remember Him in CG? Do I remember Him as I call myself a part of the church. Do I remember him in my prayers in my confessions in my sins....o do I repent the wicked ways in me and take value of His name and His worth in the decisions I make. Gaaah I pray I work out my salvation not freeload off of it. That at the end God will say Well done my good and faithful servant.

P:
Lord, thank you that You have saved me. Turned my life upside and caused this heart to wail and mourn over my sin and the sins of others. Father guide this mouth, hands, feet, voice, body to become a life that is a true saint and servant. Lord I pray that you would create in me and BUILD a spirit of repentance. Create a spirit of revival to awaken the dral slumbering souls. Father cast a fire of holiness upon us O God. Cast a spirit of repentance and bring valur and worth to your namr once again. Lord kill this fear of man in me and develop a spirit that is wholly for you God. Lord I pray that you would help me remain faithful...to choosr Christ over the world. Build me and grow me God. In Jesus name amen.

the Lord is coming

2011-09-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

And its not gonna look like what we see in the movies.
The end of the world won't look like what man and Hollywood can create.

The sense of urgency grows in me.
And there's nothing much I can do other than pray.
Pray for repentance.
Pray fr obedience
Pray for more God.
Pray for courage.

Pray that Jesus would come soon.

Jesus have mercy.
Jesus come soon.

9/1 : a blessing gone wrong

2011-09-01T20:31:00.000-07:00

Exekiel 16:15 "But you trusted in your beauty and played the whore[b] because of your renown and lavished your whorings[c] on any passerby; your beauty[d] became his. 16You took some of your garments and made for yourself colorful shrines, and on them played the whore. The like has never been, nor ever shall be.[e] 17You also took your beautiful jewels of my gold and of my silver, which I had given you, and made for yourself images of men, and with them played the whore. 18And you took your embroidered garments to cover them, and set my oil and my incense before them. 19 Also my bread that I gave you— I fed you with fine flour and oil and honey—you set before them for a pleasing aroma; and so it was, declares the Lord GOD. 20 And you took your sons and your daughters, whom you had borne to me, and these you sacrificed to them to be devoured. Were your whorings so small a matter 21that you slaughtered my children and delivered them up as an offering by fire to them? 22And in all your abominations and your whorings you did not remember the days of your youth, when you were naked and bare, wallowing in your blood.O:A huge sense of humility shame .

O: I haven't felt this ashamed in such a long time. Replace "you" with myself and this passages doesn't seem too distant or "doesn't apply to me" anymore. The gracr of God the lovr of God is soo powerful and when truth shines light where is needed...you end up being floored. Completely ..floored.

A: in humility if my lacks my ugliness my sinful nature in light of Gods love and gracr...I find myself praying and wanting to repent and ask The Holy Sprit to reveal more. I've been distracted and zombie like this week. Jist chugging along and waiting for the week to be over.I haven't been oraying at night and just reading but not journaling...and after reading this it really does make me sad. Sad and grieving over my complacency and grieving over the lack of gratitude and joy in the Lord regardless of my situation. I've been redeemed rnewed called chosen His a daughter of the King heir to everything he owns....im set for eternity. Sureky my lifesong should sing louder than this.

P: GRACIOUS GRACIOUS LOVING ALMIGHTY MERCIFUL BEAUTIFUL SLOW TO ANGER MIGHTY TO SAVE COMFORTER HEALER SAVIOR KING OF KINGS LORD OF THE UNIVERSE...YOU ARE HOLY HOLY HOLY. I am NOTHING eithout you and everything with You. Father renew this flatlining heart again. Renew and redeem me of my sins. Lord ai confess the lack of discipline and authentic worship to you and choosing other things of this world over you. Lord fix my eyes..the eyes of my heart on You God. I am weak and I need all of You to come and take lordship and ownership of me. I invite you God ....take access. In Jesus namr amen.

8/27: we are graciously freed

2011-08-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

Jeremiah 52:31-34 ESV

And in the thirty-seventh year of the exile of Jehoiachin king of Judah, in the twelfth month, on the twenty-fifth day of the month, Evil-merodach king of Babylon, in the year that he became king, graciously freed Jehoiachin king of Judah and brought him out of prison. And he spoke kindly to him, and gave him a seat above the seats of the kings who were with him in Babylon. So Jehoiachin put off his prison garments. And every day of his life he dined regularly at the king's table, and for his allowance, a regular allowance was given him by the king according to his daily need, until the day of his death, as long as he lived.

O:
This is me. In relation to God and what He has done for me. I totally relate to this bc this..is me. This is what God has done for you Judy. This is what Jesus paid for in order that I may be freed and called a daughter of the King. To dine and have my needs fulfilled by Him alone. This is me. I am utterly grateful and humbled that He woukd do this for me. What an awesome loving gracious kind God I have to call Daddy savior redeemer and friend.

A:
Praise Him!!!!!!!!!! For he has set my feet to dancing. He has broken chains and baggage through the power and name of Jesus Christ. Praise Him for inly He has overcome death and sin.
Praise God for His unending love endures forever even through all my junk and sinful sides within me. His love covers all multitudes of sin. Praise the Lord!!
Praise the Lord,
He has forgiven me and washed my filth to be white as snow. I have new garments new identity new hopr and a future bc of his love and grace.
Praise the Lord I havr a great counsel and helper to guide me and reveal my sins. That I am not left to my own devices tp figure out this life and race to the end. Holy Spirit is my source of wisdom anddiscernment.
Praise the Lord I am free. I am free to love people and not worry or wonder whrther I lovrd enough or good enough.
Praide the Lord that He loves me no matter what thr wotld says about me.
praise the Lord He is patienct and slow to anger with me. That he waits and wants all to come to know Him.
PRAISE THE LORD for he commands it knowing what He has done and who He is.
Praide the Lord I am his .....his daughter his child his creation his servant his followrr his disciple.
Praise the Lord for I am known by Him.

P:
Lord praise your namr. You have taken me from tge mud and created me to something only you can create and make. Praise you lord for revealing who I am in light of your grace. Thank you God for your love. I am overwhelmed and conpelled to love you with my life thru the help of your Spirit and power of your Word. Dwell richly and deeply in me Jesus. Use me God spend me for your kingdom. Please Lord use me how rlse can I ever repay for your love and kindness.. In Jesus name I pray amen.

8/25 : dont associate

2011-08-25T23:52:00.000-07:00

2 John 1:9-11 ESV

Everyone who goes on ahead and does not abide in the teaching of Christ, does not have God. Whoever abides in the teaching has both the Father and the Son. If anyone comes to you and does not bring this teaching, do not receive him into your house or give him any greeting, for whoever greets him takes part in his wicked works.

O:
The one who does not abide to the teachings of Christ..do not associate, encourage or feed the false teaching they bring. Does that also include those who say they are christians but don't agree or accept the full teaching of the Bible?

A:
Those who abide and follow Gods teaching ais a clear sign of the presence of God in them. It is the mark of a follower. Thosr who do not obey or abide are ones who have Christ. It makes me wonder....those who outright disobey..do they have Christ. Sins of omission or sins period ...does that signify a lack of understanding or possession of the Soirit in them? If so..how do you deal with that? Lately I feel very confused and discouraged at times how the world is changing and how the truth reveals where we are at with God. Makes me wonder and feel very ashamed about a lot of things that should be happening at Pathway but aren't. Ashamed of my lack of faith and trust in "liked and acceptance" than speaking the truth. How to deal with those who are not abiding in a way that honors God.

P:
Lord I m torn.
I am sobered about what I know and see.
please help me to do the right thing that pleases and honors you.
Lord I pray that your woukd remove my heart to be well liked among my peers or considered accepted. Lord help me to throw away that to be called one who follows Christ even to rejection. Lord prepare me and train me to speak the truth into moments. Father I ask for your wisdom to impart on my most troubked circumstances.
father....may I remain in You and stay attached to the branch. Apart from yiu God I can do nothing. In Jesus name amen.

8/24: fight the feeling

2011-08-24T22:28:00.001-07:00

1 John 5:21 NLT

Dear children, keep away from anything that might take God’s place in your hearts.

O: things of the world..even thise clever sneaky thigs can slip into my heart and take space away for God to dwell. The trick is it doesn't have to be something I feel that consumes me...I realize like pride it can come in small waves..take up a small portion of my heart but once it is in, its room to grow can definitely take place. So be ware of that as well.

A:
Im more interested in online shopping than I used to be. Im not a big shopper to begin eith but if there was one obvious new thing in my heart that isn't a big deal bc im not constsntly on it...online shopping or online window shopping. A few other areas I recognize is games on my phone, youtube on the phone....while Im at it might as well say ny phone. Lol. They don't take all the room but some which is enough to consume all if it wanted to. I want to try reducing or pushing out the amount of time I spend on these. I also know ministry and outreach projects can become a clever shadow over God in my life. Need to tread carefully and be mindful of what and how I use my time and devote my heart to.

P:
God thank you for revealing some preventive care tips for my "here and now" I love your Word and how You come alive so well. God I know there aren't huge things taking up a lot of space..but I know there are a few small things that take up some space. I want to wean off those and make room for you. Lord fix my eyes not on my phone or online but turn this head and fix my eyes on your Word and prayer and eternal things. Humble my heart as REACH vamps up. Let my prude decrease so that all plans and hopes can be surrendered to you as an "option". Teach me God not to plan with a tight grip but to plan with an attitude that allows your sovereignty to rule in my heart. I pray that today Lord you would strengthen me to be focused on working hard for you. Clear my mind of distractions and sidetracking thoughts. Lead me to be eternal minded at work today. Thank you Jesus for your patience and grace for me. In Jesus name amen.

8/22: Compassion is a must.

2011-08-22T21:07:00.001-07:00

1 John 3:16 We know what real love is because Jesus gave up his life for us. So we also ought to give up our lives for our brothers and sisters. 17 If someone has enough money to live well and sees a brother or sister[f] in need but shows no compassion—how can God’s love be in that person?

O:
The definition of Compassion:
1.
a feeling of deep sympathy and sorrow for another who is stricken by misfortune, accompanied by a strong desire to alleviate the suffering.
Because Jesus gave up his life for us that means he too must have seen me as "one who is stricken by misfortune accompanied by a strong desire to alleviate the suffering." While we were yet sinner, Christ died for us. Therefore I too should be like that when I see a brother or sister in need.That is the love of God

A:
Who do I know who is stricken by misfortune? AK. NT.
honestly I can't think of anybody in my circle of friends or acquaints. That is somewhat sad for me to know. Not that I have to be BFFs with the at-risks and low casts of the neighborhood but I'm not placing myself in those areas where I do run into people who are struggling tremendously by financial, spiritual or physical disabilities.
I wonder and ask God how long am I suppose to wait on Face of Love? How do I break apart from that and wonder how to carry it under Pathway or separately? When God? or is there even a when? Even now I know God is saying I can do the compassino acts even without the NP but to be able to reach more and carry on more events that would bring a better awareness and rally more support would be great. How can I bless AK and NT this week? How can I show them that I care.

P:

Lord, Lord how long? I wait for you my soul waits on you God. God help me with wisdom and discernment on how I can show compassino to those around me. And God strategically place me in an area where I will see and give me the heart to act immediately upon it God. Father, Lord I pray that Your love would be the only type of love flowing from me. Help this passion to spread God. It hank you for those who have that understanding and desier. Father unite us together Lord to spread the love of God to others. Lord I pray for Missions next year and i ask that you wuold increase Jp and my faith to take some risky steps for you. Lord please prepare and grow that desire in JP as well as myself Father. We surrender all of the situation with the cleaners before you and ask that Your will would be done. Lord if this part of the plan to lead us to missions next Summer Father we submit and ask that you increase our faith. Lord, I pray for this falla nd winter with Pathway that all REACh activities from BTCS, Homeless, OCC and Open Hands would glorify Your name alone. that the name of Jesus would be etched in the receipients hearts not Pathway or REACh or any individual but only the name of Jesus. Father I ask for open doors and wisdom on how to go about loving the community and the world. Thank you for Jenny for OCC and Margaret for Open Hands. lord use them and develop a compassion in them to share this with others. Father I ask that you would go forth and prepare a place for Pathway members to come and share your love in Indonesia.Lord prepare a way for us O God. Jesus, thank you for reminding me what is important as a follower of Christ. Thank you for teachign me gently through today's LJ what really matters and how I need to focus on the things that do matter. Use me God and make this life count for Your glory. In Jesus name. Amen.

8/23 It's Me or You.

2011-08-21T22:17:00.000-07:00

1 John 2:
15 Do not love this world nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the love of the Father in you. 16 For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world. 17 And this world is fading away, along with everything that people crave. But anyone who does what pleases God will live forever.

THE MSG:
15-17Don't love the world's ways. Don't love the world's goods. Love of the world squeezes out love for the Father. Practically everything that goes on in the world—wanting your own way, wanting everything for yourself, wanting to appear important—has nothing to do with the Father. It just isolates you from him. The world and all its wanting, wanting, wanting is on the way out—but whoever does what God wants is set for eternity.

O: There's an obvious chose to make as a follower of Christ. Love the World and evrything about me or Love God and things about Him. There's nothing gray about it. very black or white in what it stands for and what it looks like when it's applied in my life. Loving the world does the following:

* Pushes out God's love in us.
* Promotes ME not God.
* Promotes selfishnses and pride
* Promotes building ones image than God's image.

A:
Loving the world is really scary to be involvedin. Lately just feeling down, I've found myself turning to purchase things online than to look into the Word as my source of comfort and love/confidence. I can totally agree and see why loving the world and its possessions can push out God's love. there really was no room to allow God to love and minister to me let alone me spend time with God when I was busy surfing the net and looking at new items or sales. It's a constant battle for me to discipline myself and make time to do my LJs and take time away to pray. This week, my goal is to do LJ everyday and that's it. I just want to be able to build it weekly and make sure I spend time and fill/renew my mind from the junk the internet and world throw at me.

P:
Father, GAAAh I suck and I can't do this on my own! I know deep down inside youcall me to a higher standard and reproach above the way I do things. Lord I want to be chasing affter you with ALL my heart not just partially daily or skipping days. Teach me and lead me to that place Lord. father, as teh fall and winter approach it seems like it's getting busier and busier to do things and serve. Lord train me now so I can fix my eyes on you. Lead me with your right hand Father and renew my desire to pray for missins, BUILD, milpitas, Pathway and our leadership Lord. Thy will be done Father! In Jesus name. Amen.

8/17: Caving in.

2011-08-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

John 19:15-16 MSG

They shouted back, "Kill him! Kill him! Crucify him!" Pilate said, "I am to crucify your king?" The high priests answered, "We have no king except Caesar." Pilate caved in to their demand. He turned him over to be crucified.

O: poor Pilate. Feel bad for the guy when I try to put mysef in his shoes. Being in this position to lead in a government ruler and having the odds against him. Even he knew something was not right about crucifying an innocent man yet he caved in. Gave in. Surrendered. Hands up n clean walked away. The threats of his role/relationship to Caesar, the shouts, the unnecessry comments all seem so harsh and low blows. Yes Christ had to be crucified so the story ends right but what if this was happening and it wasn't Jesus on a mission? What if it was a ministry decision, an innocent friend or person, a lifr decision that could change a lot, peer pressure to do something you know something isn't right... caving into the demand saved us but normally, caving into a demand we know isn't right..won't do much.

A:
I don't like to cave in to ideas that I know aren't right. Those are easy but the ones that are really sketchy gray areas are the ones im thinking about. In the position of shepherding, or any leader role, im gonna hear it no matter what. People will have their opinions and share their thoughts but Im getting this sense of "Judy do not cave in". Executive decisions need to be made and sometimes regardless of what people say, standing firm is needed. Don't cave in when u know something isn't right....don't cave in to being popular and well liked as a tradeoff for letting things off the hook...it doesn't look good no mtter what angle you look at it.
I feel torn with Build at times with ministry and friendship. Its not always easy to be the shepherd and expect to be the best of friends or even considered a friend. The futre of BUILD the direction of BUILD, the mouth that rambles off with steam and pressurr..I hear God saying do not cave in.

P:
Lord,
Rebuild me. Ironic to lead a grouo about Build but me having to ask BUILD me. Father build me up to be a shepherd that has done well. Filter the things I hear and guard my heart against foolish talk and actions. May my identity and confidence not weigh in based up opinions from man but your opinion Lord. Train me in that please God so I dint stumble and trip up over these things. Lord I pray this group woukd go in the direction you desire not me or any man. Father I surrender this group to you. Teach me God how to sacrifice and be actively sowing seeds of peace with words of encouragement. By your strength alone God...sustain me and by Your Will alone use me however way Lord. Here I am...in Jesus name amen.

8/15 LJ: Surviving in the world

2011-08-15T19:22:00.001-07:00

John 17:15-17 NLT

I’m not asking you to take them out of the world, but to keep them safe from the evil one. They do not belong to this world any more than I do. Make them holy by your truth; teach them your word, which is truth.

O: There's not immediate escape from this world. I'm here till God says otherwise.In the meantime it's not about me departing this world or running away, it's how I deal and go through this world regardless if I don't belong here. Jesus asks God to make them holy..consecrated, set apart for Him by the teaching of the Word.

A:
How much Word am I packing in as my weapon to remain consecrated and set apart? Some but i know it's definitely not enough. Ih aven't memorized any scripture during the summer and the only dose of Word I've been taking is through my skimping LJs and my study in James with BUILD. Jesus doesn't talk about the Truth as a light weapon, he names it as the source of becoming holy and consecrated: the Truth. I want to try to read more than beyond my LJs. I Obviuosly need to be able to renew my mind daily from the world's junk..

P:

Lord, I hunger for more than just the daily grind and battle to get my LJs in. Father I pray and ask that you would fuel this hunger to be more for You and less of this world. God discipline me to pray for hours for ministyr, your kingdom and for God sized happenings in my life. Lord I pray for the adventure of rserving you to come about through prayer and to be revealed through obedience. teach me God Your Truth through yoru Word so that I may be a light in this dark place. Lord Jesus be glorified through me. Lord, use me..here I am. use me God. In Jesus name. Amen.

8/13 LJ: Love like Jesus

2011-08-13T22:29:00.001-07:00

John 15:12 NLT

This is my commandment: Love each other in the same way I have loved you.

O:
Love like Jesus did....is another act of obedience.

A:
Fighting with people is draining and heartbreaking.its the easiest method to bring bitterness and consuming anger like fuel on fire. I know I need to love like Jesus did. Its really hard when emotions still lurk in and out of my daily thoughts. Its such a frustrating issue yet I know Jesus calls and commands mr to love...I hope I can and I hope fights don't drag out longer than need be.

P:
Jesus, im sorry. Things get out of hand and yet I still feel upset, disappointed and turned off to invest in relationships thst won't work. Lord teach me how to be humble. Teach me how to be more like Jesus. I lift up my broken upset heart to you. Remove the anger and bitterness..remove the emotions so that only you remain. Would you soften my heart God......help me obey.in Jesus name amen.

8/9 LJ: Forgot your flashlight?

2011-08-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

John 11:

9 Jesus answered, “Are there not twelve hours of daylight? Anyone who walks in the daytime will not stumble, for they see by this world’s light. 10 It is when a person walks at night that they stumble, for they have no light.”

O:
Physical dangers of going out in the dark are obvious but Jesus defies that when he says when you and I are in the light we are able to see where we're going and not trip over the things that are set out to do that: trip us up. I can also extend that truth in the direction of my future. If I am in the light, regardless of whether I am in danger or dibd myself attacked, in a car accident or in a bad situation, as long as I am in the light..im good to go(home or not).

A: my future is in the light and ordained by the light and led by the light. I should not fret like the disciples sid about safety and well being bc as long as I am in the light there need not worry. Whether I am overseas and ill or here in the US living a homeless life..this light is all that I need. And I am counted for, accounted for n saved for all eternity. Its a messagr of encouragement even as I struggle and wrestle with my fears ..gotta take that step of faith.

P:Jesus, you are the light. You are peace. Your presence in my life makes the difference that mattera. Lord I am fretful and skeptical of what I know and feel. Please bring discernment and wisdom in the forefront of my thoughts. Let me not be afraid nor ashamed but by your strength may I rise up and do what is necessary before I get called out of lineup. Lead me God. Reveal your will to this servant that I may glorify you Lord. Jesus unite BUILD tonight as we gather. With few numbers we ask nothing but your presence to be made known in our hearts, discussions and prayer time. Help us to be mindful and Jesus help me to surrender and submit my all under the leadership of the Holu Spirit. In Jesus name amen.

8/8: When God says GO!

2011-08-08T21:37:00.000-07:00

Jeremiah 1:
6But I said, "Hold it, Master God! Look at me.
I don't know anything. I'm only a boy!"

7-8God told me, "Don't say, 'I'm only a boy.'
I'll tell you where to go and you'll go there.
I'll tell you what to say and you'll say it.
Don't be afraid of a soul.
I'll be right there, looking after you."
God's Decree.
..............

17"But you—up on your feet and get dressed for work!
Stand up and say your piece. Say exactly what I tell you to say.
Don't pull your punches
or I'll pull you out of the lineup.

18-19"Stand at attention while I prepare you for your work.
I'm making you as impregnable as a castle,
Immovable as a steel post,
solid as a concrete block wall.
You're a one-man defense system
against this culture,
Against Judah's kings and princes,
against the priests and local leaders.
They'll fight you, but they won't
even scratch you.
I'll back you up every inch of the way."
God's Decree.

O: To go against the flow is not easy. TO stand up to something that seems so impossible isn't easy. In fact it's quite frightening to be faced with God sized plans and feel like confidence is absolutely absent. but here God says that when he has plans, He will see them through. He will provide all that I need to know and say to accomplish his plans.

A:
I still entertain the idea of starting this non-profit. It seeems soo overwhelming but still do-able and I constantly go back and forth with the details of when and where and how..but I sense God is encouraging me to take that step of faith and to move forward. Even though timing seems off or I don't feel quite sure, I'm hoping that I'm hearing God correctly and just letting go of all potential disappointments.

P:
Lord, I love you for your intimacy you desire for your people. I love you that you don't leave me nor forsake. Praise you God that when you say GO! you will equip and empower me for everything that will come my way. Lord, help me to trust you and to have a sensitive and discerning heart and ears regarding Face of Love. Even if things don't make sense God let me never sway to the left or right. But God I ask if this is not your will then close shop Father, show me and close doors quickly so I can devote myself to seeking you out more and more. Father, I lift up BUILD as we are gathering tomorrow. Lord, I want to humble myself and just let go of my insecurities and take on the coat of Christ's confidence. even in this ministry Lord, help me to know what to say by the leading of your spirit. I pray that we would hear and not JUSt hear but to obey Your commands and not hide things because we can get away wtih it but to confess our sins towards one another and pray for each other. Lord, I pray that you would be blessed by what we do tomorrow. Holy Spirit go forth and soften their hearts. Cause them to make time to spend time in Your Word. Father I lift up Soowan to you as he heads in for an interview. Thank you God for the opportunity. I pray Lord your will would be done. No matter how equipped or unequipped he seems..whether he is suitable for the position or not may Your will be done Lord. Father, I lift that up to you.

IN Jesus name amen.

8/4: Jesus takes it...

2011-08-04T23:43:00.000-07:00

John 6:8-13 NLT

Then Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, spoke up. “There’s a young boy here with five barley loaves and two fish. But what good is that with this huge crowd?” “Tell everyone to sit down,” Jesus said. So they all sat down on the grassy slopes. (The men alone numbered about 5,000.) Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks to God, and distributed them to the people. Afterward he did the same with the fish. And they all ate as much as they wanted. After everyone was full, Jesus told his disciples, “Now gather the leftovers, so that nothing is wasted.” So they picked up the pieces and filled twelve baskets with scraps left by the people who had eaten from the five barley loaves.

O: there is a need to feed the people after a long teaching. He only things the disciples could find are. A few loaves and fishes. The beautiful thing about this is Jesus takes them. He doesn't look at them and say "that's it?? Is that the best yiu csn do?" There isn't a line that hints that..it simply states Jesus took them and blessed the food and it became a blessing to them. When we bring our fishes and loaves to Jesus..he will take them and use it accordingly to His gkoy.

A:
I've been thinking a lot about a non profit and wondering If Jesus woukd take them and allow it to grow and multiply. I a in the process of praying for His signs and guidance as I continue to rrsearch and find details until He says no. I do
believe I have some fish and bread. I need to hand it over to Jesus and let Him do it. Dont be afraid..my five loaves and two fish my be all that he wants.

P:
Jesus...if this is Your will. So be it. Lead and guide during this procss. Lord I pray that You would be blessed as how I go about this...may I remain faithful to You in honorinf ayour ways and Your name.jesus..if this is not of You let it die outbquietly. Lord I don't have much to offer you...if it is good and worthwhile, take what I have and use it for your glory..grant me courage and a passion to live loud for You..in Jesus name amen.

8/2 :Open your eyes to see the harvest

2011-08-02T07:32:00.001-07:00

John 4:35-39 NLT

You know the saying, ‘Four months between planting and harvest.’ But I say, wake up and look around. The fields are already ripe for harvest. The harvesters are paid good wages, and the fruit they harvest is people brought to eternal life. What joy awaits both the planter and the harvester alike! You know the saying, ‘One plants and another harvests.’ And it’s true. I sent you to harvest where you didn’t plant; others had already done the work, and now you will get to gather the harvest.” Many Samaritans from the village believed in Jesus because the woman had said, “He told me everything I ever did!”

O:
Instead of just focusing on the seeds that were planted, focus on the harvest. I am not the only one planting. The harvest is ready and the only way I will know isif and when I go out to the field to check. Also its a matter of doing and daying..not just believing.

A: where is the harvest?? Its not a physical harvest, it is a spiritual one. It requires a constant look out for the spiritual things..anf if I myself am not spiritually in tune or healthy how wil I be able to spot out the harvest. Prayer is key and obedience is key too. To be trained so deeply that the intimacy is direct, raw and alive.

P:
Lord of the harvest reveal to me where the harvest is at!!!!
Father discpline me to my knees and cause me to cry out ib prayer for the lost. I ask Lord that you would open my mouth and speak the words you want me to speak. Give me boldness and courage and Lord increase my faith O God!!! I pray you would work in our circumstances and work in a way that Your will is done through the cleaners, our future and missions. Lord inspire me please to step out even if the crowd does not. FATHER OPEN MY EYES and cause my heart to hear your voice and to recognize the harvrst when it is near. Reap a harvest all around the world God. Make your name known and use us Lord..use us for Your glory. In Jesus name amen.

8/1 : Dont take yourself too seriously...take His Word seriously.

2011-08-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

Isaiah 66:2-4 NLT

My hands have made both heaven and earth;

they and everything in them are mine.
I, the Lord, have spoken!

“I will bless those who have humble and contrite hearts,

who tremble at my word. But those who choose their own ways—

delighting in their detestable sins—

will not have their offerings accepted.

When such people sacrifice a bull,

it is no more acceptable than a human sacrifice.

When they sacrifice a lamb,

it’s as though they had sacrificed a dog!

When they bring an offering of grain,

they might as well offer the blood of a pig.

When they burn frankincense,

it’s as if they had blessed an idol. I will send them great trouble—

all the things they feared.

For when I called, they did not answer.
K
When I spoke, they did not listen.

They deliberately sinned before my very eyes
P

O:
the disobediece of Gods people is leading to the anger and wrath of God.
and chose to do what they know I despise.”...when we fail to take Gods Word seriously..we are really taking ourselvea more seriously. Its a matter of making our wants and desires more important than what God desires.

A:
I want to hear God when He speaks. I want to not just hear but do as well in faith and trust. It begins when I start taking His Word seriously..not just picking and choosing what seems fitting and doable to my life. If God says care doe orphans and the widows n homeless so be it I should at the very least..try. if God says do this or that but I obly do half hearted job..its Not whole. I nees to read and meditate and start taking the Word seriously..

P: Jesus I confess I do not tremble at Your World. I do not have a conscious clear reverance of Your Word nor do I strive my best to obey n heed. Father change that in me O God. Makr me a true disciple and follower of Jesus. I want to hear your voice and answer accordingly when you speak and call. Here I am God..use me and reveal yourself to me. I pray Lord that you would see my heart and if there is any offensive ways in me God...clear it and make it right. Lord I ask for you to reveal your plan to JP and I. Father what Where when and how..Lord we know the why, let us hear from you the how..I ask you'd reveal opportunities to see you hand working in our life. Lord lead us step by step regarding JPs business future and missions. Lord we have a desire but if it wasn't given by you..remove it God. Fan the flame Lord that we would do the hard things and take the crazy risks and gambke it for You. Lord creat in us a deeper desire for missions and for your people. In Jesus name amen.

7/30 LJ: " You haven't seen nothing yet!"

2011-07-30T23:40:00.000-07:00

John 1:
50-51Jesus said, "You've become a believer simply because I say I saw you one day sitting under the fig tree? You haven't seen anything yet! Before this is over you're going to see heaven open and God's angels descending to the Son of Man and ascending again."

O:
Humans are pretty forgetful. we are easily satisfied and easy to believe and it only takes a moment for us to be in disbelief. We end up trusting the words and not the one said the words..reminds me of a quote: If God showed us/revealed the whole plan to us, we'd end up trusting in the plan than the one who revealed the plan. It's not simply about what Jesus says He will do..it is the essence of who He is that matters and changes everything.

A:
I feel at times I am in disbelief. Wrestling with the idea of the future and wondering, Seriously God..is this where You're taking me? And though He has spoken words of comfort and truth, Rather than trusting in His heart and character, I'm clinging onto His words but once that "fades" I'm just sitting at square one-all over again. The words of Jesus is powerful but Jesus himself is power. The words of Jesus bring me peace, but Jesus himself IS peace. What are areas that I need to trust in Jesus, not just His words? Probably the future and outcome of BUILD, Singapore/Indonesia missions trip possibly next year, God willing-- a family. I feel like Jesus is telling me, you're believing everything I told you but how about believing IN ME, cuz you haven't seen nothing yet.

P:
Lord, I confess of a frustrated heart, a disbeliving heart and a disheartened attitude towards life at times. Father, would you show me how I can shed that mindset and attitude and walk freely and confidently in your grace as Your child. Lord, I know you're not done with me yet. I know You have a plan for me and JP and it just seems in a "stand still" moment at times..a lot of times actually. But Father, I lift up our subjects of discussion tonight. Increase our faith Lord as we approach having a family or going on missions or whether your'e calling us to missions. Lord I pray first you'd cause us to be prayer warriors. Help me to pray for BUILD on a consistent regular basis to cry out for their heart and soul. Discipline JP and myself to have these spiritual habits implemented and engrained. Lord I pray that I would have an anticipating heart not a fearful or begrudging heart. Thank you for your word of encouragement. Cause me Jesus to believe in YOU not just what You say. In Jesus name Amen.

7/29 LJ: What He wants...

2011-07-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

Isaiah 58:6

“No, this is the kind of fasting I want:
Free those who are wrongly imprisoned;
lighten the burden of those who work for you.
Let the oppressed go free,
and remove the chains that bind people.
⁷ Share your food with the hungry,
and give shelter to the homeless.
Give clothes to those who need them,
and do not hide from relatives who need your help.

⁸ “Then your salvation will come like the dawn,
and your wounds will quickly heal.
Your godliness will lead you forward,
and the glory of the Lord will protect you from behind.
⁹ Then when you call, the Lord will answer.
‘Yes, I am here,’ he will quickly reply.

“Remove the heavy yoke of oppression.
Stop pointing your finger and spreading vicious rumors!
¹⁰ Feed the hungry,
and help those in trouble.
Then your light will shine out from the darkness,
and the darkness around you will be as bright as noon.
¹¹ The Lord will guide you continually,
giving you water when you are dry
and restoring your strength.
You will be like a well-watered garden,
like an ever-flowing spring.
¹² Some of you will rebuild the deserted ruins of your cities.
Then you will be known as a rebuilder of walls
and a restorer of homes.

¹³ “Keep the Sabbath day holy.
Don’t pursue your own interests on that day,
but enjoy the Sabbath
and speak of it with delight as the Lord’s holy day.
Honor the Sabbath in everything you do on that day,
and don’t follow your own desires or talk idly.
¹⁴ Then the Lord will be your delight.
I will give you great honor
and satisfy you with the inheritance I promised to your ancestor Jacob.
I, the Lord, have spoken!”

O: The spiritual show isn't what God wants. He wants genuine faith, love towards God and a response that backs up the love and faith. They were mistaken in rituals and routines as an act of love and faith towards God. Its easy to be comfortable within the Church..but even in this passage we can see that..not much of it is done IN the Church. Rather it's going out.

I woukd nees to be open eyed about what Im doing in the Church and I am or not doing outside the building of the Cchurch. Such a humbling passage that makes me reevaluate my worship to God. And rethink church on a regular basis. I wonder if God is calling me to love the homeless man on The Alameda. To seek the broken and hurting intentionally...whether he wants me to seek out the non profit.....ahhh

P:
Lord here I am. Use me. Take me to places I have never been. Father, help me obey the role of the church. Let me never become comfortable in what im doing inside the Church building. Father use me please. In Jesus name amen.

7/26: I spoke. He responded.

2011-07-26T12:45:00.000-07:00

Isaiah 49:

³ He said to me, “You are my servant, Israel,
and you will bring me glory.”

⁴ I replied, “But my work seems so useless!
I have spent my strength for nothing and to no purpose.
Yet I leave it all in the Lord’s hand;
I will trust God for my reward.”

⁵ And now the Lord speaks—
the one who formed me in my mother’s womb to be his servant,
who commissioned me to bring Israel back to him.
The Lord has honored me,
and my God has given me strength.
⁶ He says, “You will do more than restore the people of Israel to me.
I will make you a light to the Gentiles,
and you will bring my salvation to the ends of the earth.”

Even if I feel useless and everything is going in vain, it is God who defines what is useless and vain and it is also God who defines what I will become and what will become of my labor.

1. God is good.

2. God's Word is powerful and alive.

3. God has called me to serve and love. I need to entrust and trust God fully with what He has called me to regardless of what people say, react or treat me...I need to trust and be faithful to God's calling.

Lord, I thank you soo much for being ever so perfect to me. To knowing my every move and my every struggle. Lord, your word is a double edged sword. Help me to follow you and more importantly trust ou even if I can't see the fruit or the light at the end of the tunnel. Lord, I pray God you would equip and train me to be effective, fruitful and humble of a CG leader. Fix my eyes on pleasing you not them. Take away and silence the enemy and cause me to walk confidently in humility God. In Jesus name. Amen.

7/22 Choosing Christ over myself

2011-07-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

1 Peter 1:13-16 NLT

So think clearly and exercise self-control. Look forward to the gracious salvation that will come to you when Jesus Christ is revealed to the world. So you must live as God’s obedient children. Don’t slip back into your old ways of living to satisfy your own desires. You didn’t know any better then. But now you must be holy in everything you do, just as God who chose you is holy. For the Scriptures say, “You must be holy because I am holy.”

If I lose focus of salvation when Jesus comes...then my actions today won't reflect that. It will reflect the today not the tomorrow or forward. Now that I know and believe, it has to show through my actions. It's not meaning becoming a doormat for people and just being this passive Christian but it also comes through the bold statements the initiations not the reactions.

I know God is humbling me and teaching me how to persevere even in the most discouraging moments of ministry and recalling the difficult times but drilling in my head the God who is bigger and able to rescue and bring glory to Himself even in the most downcast moments. I need to keep my mind focused on Salvation, the coming of Jesus so that my actions now and today reflect tomorrow.

Lord, draw me back to where I need to be. Make yourself the center of my actions and responses to discouragement or encouragement. Lord I lift up these burdens and roadblocks that I and the enemy have created. Lift my head to see the heavens O God. I look to you for my strength Lord. Please rejuvenate my soul and let my cup overflow with Your love tonight as BUILD meets. Clear my mind of all the comments, actions, and things that I see so that I can clearly focus on just serving You and loving You through BUILD. Silence the enemy that uses these things to cause a downward spiral Lord. Rescue me O God. IN Jesus Name Amen.

7/21 Wait patiently for the harvest

2011-07-21T20:42:00.000-07:00

James 5:
^7-8Meanwhile, friends, wait patiently for the Master's Arrival. You see farmers do this all the time, waiting for their valuable crops to mature, patiently letting the rain do its slow but sure work. Be patient like that. Stay steady and strong. The Master could arrive at any time.

O:
Farmers wait after they sow their seeds. They also tend tot he seeds and check up on their "plantings". It is very interesting how it is stated that farmers "patiently letting the rain do its slow but sure work."
Rain cannot be created by human...it is only created and granted by God alone so there the "patiently waiting" It's slow but SURE...so the farmer needs to remain steady and strong.

A:
Sometimes I am impatient especially when hoping and wanting others to follow Christ wholeheartedly. I need to develop and learn to be patient not so much outwardly but inside my heart. Calming my heart and thoughts to be patient and steady/persevering for the harvest.

P:
Lord, Please teach me how to be patient. In any harvest or mission field, please teach me how to be patient and waiting upon your rain and even letting you "rain" down on the things you have in store for me. May I not be finding myself "in the way' of your Will O God. Lord, I pray for BUILD and ask that your rain would pour down upon each person's life and heart. Father use me however way You'd like and I pray that even my faults and mistakes would be used for Your glory. I pray that you would continue to do what You're doing in BUILD God. I humble myself and let You do the raining and the plowing Holy Spirit. Father, help me to wait patiently even for the future. Whatever that looks for Jonathan in his workplace or even myself in my career..Father help me to wait upon you and not fret. In Jesus name amen.

7/16: Face of Love

2011-07-16T18:45:00.000-07:00

Hebrews 13: ¹ Keep on loving each other as brothers and sisters.^[a] ² Don’t forget to show hospitality to strangers, for some who have done this have entertained angels without realizing it! ³ Remember those in prison, as if you were there yourself. Remember also those being mistreated, as if you felt their pain in your own bodies.

You are the face that changed the whole world

No one too low for you to serve

So give us the grace to change the world

No one too lost for me to love

No one too low for me to serve

Let us see... let us be your faceYou are the face that changed the whole world

No one too low for you to serve

So give us the grace to change the world

No one too lost for me to love

No one too low for me to serve

Let us see... let us be your face

If you love one another then the world will know that you are my disciplines.

Jesus says it. The world won't know that I'm a Christian simply from telling them. Perhaps they have a wrong view of Christianity b/c of my faults and my shortcomings? Then am I truly exemplifying an accurate projection of Christian faith? If so, what does that make Jesus look like? A nice man with horrible followers.

Loving my brothers and sisters is waht God commands me to do. Love God Love People Nothing else matters. Even if they are the most difficult to love or challenging to love: ie. homeless, drunkards, addicts, the stereotypical loners.

I've been challenged to love people that aren't easy for me to love. It seems more necessary in the Church at times especially when people are frustrating but I feel like GOd is challenging me to lvoe those outside of the Church as well. To show love and care like the homless man on the 82 exit and 880. Even show care and concern for clients and how I speak to them or treat them. It definitely stretches my mind farther on how to care for folks but I need to do my best.

Father,

Open my eyes to see those who are unloved and need to be loved by You through me. Lord, inspire me on how I can be a true loving Christian. May I not have sins of omission so Lord I ask you make me sensitive to Your Spirit God. Show me by your example in your Word how to love and move me in ways I've never moved before God. Lord I pray you'd grand me wisdom on how to care for the broken, the mentally unstable and those whoa re nominal and complacent in their walk. Father, break my heart for the thing that breaks yours. God I pray you'd soften their hearts if they refuse to accept your trutha nd promises. Heal them of their blindness and deaf ears O God! Show mercy upon them God. God, i pray you'd do a work in their hearts immediately Lord. Before it is too late. Lord, stir and splash cold water on those who are in a deep sleep and slumber. Revive them and awaken them God. Lord, show me how to blanace love and correction, love and tough love, love and exhortations...IN Jesus name amen.

7/15 : Consider Jesus in my hardships

2011-07-15T12:53:00.001-07:00

Heb 12:

³ Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

God Disciplines His Children

⁴ In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood. ⁵ And have you completely forgotten this word of encouragement that addresses you as a father addresses his son? It says,

“My son, do not make light of the Lord’s discipline,
and do not lose heart when he rebukes you,
⁶ because the Lord disciplines the one he loves,
and he chastens everyone he accepts as his son.”^[a]

⁷ Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as his children. For what children are not disciplined by their father? ⁸ If you are not disciplined—and everyone undergoes discipline—then you are not legitimate, not true sons and daughters at all. ⁹ Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of spirits and live! ¹⁰ They disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, in order that we may share in his holiness. ¹¹ No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

¹² Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. ¹³ “Make level paths for your feet,”^[b] so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed.

my suffering is nothing compared to Christ's. Nothing. yet, I find myself complaining about some silly thing that tipped my world or caused a discomfort to me. How foolish and selfish of me. In my struggle with sin, surely do I never find a wound in me, blood that has been shed, limbs that are lost in my struggle with sin..why do I struggle as if it is?

HUMILITY! STOP focusing on my struggles, my discomforts and difficulties that can never come close to Jesus on via dolorosa.

God,

Your Word is double edged sword which humbles me today. even if it's 1 day late on LJ Lord Your Word has power to teach and rebuke me. Lord help me to choose the heart of Christ and disregard ME. I ask Lord that I would use today wisely. I would spend my time wisely in prayer and Word. Help me not to fret over worldly matters. Lord, may I strive for humility than be humbled by Your hand. Father, I ask that you would lead many to unity and prayer in tonight's praise team meeting. Lead Jonathan in the Spirit to encourage and edify his team to glorify you. I ask that You would lead me to places of truth tonight as I have the home to myself. Thank you Lodr that you are faithful and true. In Jesus name amen.

7/12: Because of His Great Love

2011-07-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

Heb 10:
17 Then he adds:

“Their sins and lawless acts
I will remember no more.”[c]

18 And where these have been forgiven, sacrifice for sin is no longer necessary.

A Call to Persevere in Faith

19 Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, 20 by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, 21 and since we have a great priest over the house of God, 22 let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. 23 Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. 24 And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, 25 not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.

O: Three main points I see in this passage:

1. Continue to draw near to God

2. Hold onto the hope we profess aka the promises of God

3. Be aware and considerate of how to spur others towards Love and good deeds.

This world is not getting any better. Not a day goes by and is crime decreasing or abortions coming to a decrease...as God says this world is going down. In light of His one time sacrifice we should do these three without ceasing.

Father,

Help me in this area. Help me to draw near to you in prayer God. prayer has been so hard and I know Lord, I know it's the enemy working really hard to distract me and pull away from talking to You God. Lord, help me to express, interceded and cry out to you Father. Thank you God that Your promises ring true every single day especially the promise that I am forgiven. Lord this Good News that I know, may I not take it forgranted but rather share it with others.

Lord I lift up those in my care who have not been plugged into the Word and Prayer God. Lord, please use their daily circumstanes God to draw them near to You. Father may they not wait antoher day to spend it away from You. I pray God that you would plant in BUILD a strong deep unbreakable desire to know You more. Cause them to starve after You God. Cause them to want more than just "fine" in life but the "finer" things of this Kingdom You have. Lord I pray God, may your Spirit transform the lives of these people so that they're not about themselves but all about You. Jesus, they were created for You and You alone..though their hearts and my heart may wander O God, draw us back O Lord. please draw us back O Lord. Develop a spirit of strong repentance God and may that begin with me Lord. Humble me God, take this pride that is the root of sin Lord out of me. Help me to choose Jesus and choose pure humility. Father, I am nothing without You. Thank you that you are in me...take me to new places of Truth O God. In Jesus name I pray.

7/11 LJ If God is __ then I am …

2011-07-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

Isaiah 10:15 NLT

But can the ax boast greater power than the person who uses it?

Is the saw greater than the person who saws?

Can a rod strike unless a hand moves it?

Can a wooden cane walk by itself?

O:
Israel and God
Me and God.
Don't get the relation between you and God mixed up. Don't take yourself too seriously but take God seriously. In these ancomparisons, I know I am but I know I AM which ia the best news ever. Who am I without God? Absolutely nothing. So humble yourself....confess and repent.

A:
A really great verse to humble me. Reminds me of an oldie worship song I used to love bc it depicted who God is. You are my passion my vision my color....You are I AM. Really lay humble before God. Today is BUILD. In all that I do prior it will not be good without God. I need to walk in thinking and applying the fact that God is the one who changes and does things.

P:
Lord, who is there like you? You are the only one. Humble my heart that I would kneel before thee and allow your will to be done in BUILD, at work, at school...Lord cause a change in the way I go about things. May it begin in the way 8 view You in this relationship. Make me a tool that is useable. Take a hold of whatever I am and whatever I got...for kingdom work and kingdom building O God. In Jesus name amen.

7/10 LJ: "Walk humbly with God"

2011-07-10T00:15:00.000-07:00

^{Micah 6: 6-8

6} What can we bring to the Lord?
What kind of offerings should we give him?
Should we bow before God
with offerings of yearling calves?
⁷ Should we offer him thousands of rams
and ten thousand rivers of olive oil?
Should we sacrifice our firstborn children
to pay for our sins?

⁸ No, O people, the Lord has told you what is good,
and this is what he requires of you:
to do what is right, to love mercy,
and to walk humbly with your God.

(verse 8 -MSG- ⁸But he's already made it plain how to live, what to do,
what God is looking for in men and women.
It's quite simple: Do what is fair and just to your neighbor,
be compassionate and loyal in your love,
And don't take yourself too seriously—
take God seriously.)

O: Once the people of Israel has recognized that they have sinned, they ask a very important question.
"What can we bring to the Lord as a offering for our sins?" It reminds me of Jesus as the fully paid offering for our sins and through that transaction, we are purchased by God for God. So verse 8 makes even better sense: God already told us what is good. In two statements, it binds into the Great Commandment/Great Commission: Love the Lord your God and Love your neighbors as yourself. Go and make disciples of all nations. Remain humble before God, consider others better than yourself, love your neighbors as yourself.

Walk humbly with our God. In my "walk" do I walk humbly with Him? Probably not all the time and most of the time I struggle with my pride and wrestle with it whether it's my interactions with my coworkers or my day to day mini/big battles with JP. Dont' take myself too seriously but take God seriously. To me that translates, consider others and God better than yourself Judy. Toss any inklings of self-entitlement, self-value/worth and any feelings of "I deserve (at least) this." Pride is the great sin. The vice that surpasses all other vices....

Lord, I humble myself before you. Please refresh my mind, reset this heart and mind to be fully aware of my pride and lack of humility. Lord, refine this area of my life so that I can walk humbly with you God. I confess these desires of self-entitlement and self-pity as sin and not of You God. I repent and ask that You help me live out this life starting tomorrow with humility from top to bottom. Father I pray and ask that in our marriage would there be humility flowing in giving and receiving God. Train us and discipline us to be better models of what real God centered marriage should look like. Thank you for humbling us and causing us to think before we let things get crazy. May you be blessed God by the efforts we put into making this marriage work according to your design. Father, I ask that you would reveal to JP and I how we can be made available for you today as we head up to Stockton and spend time wtih family. Lord, thank you for this Sunday that we can take this trip out. Help us to be humble before those we do not know. Let us know fall into the trap of making it seem like we have it together. Would you strengthen us to overcome and run away from any temptations that can birth into sin. Praise You God for you are good and your love never fails us. In Jesus name. Amen.

7/8 " Still crawling like an infant"

2011-07-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

Hebrews 5:11-14 NLT

There is much more we would like to say about this, but it is difficult to explain, especially since you are spiritually dull and don’t seem to listen. You have been believers so long now that you ought to be teaching others. Instead, you need someone to teach you again the basic things about God’s word. You are like babies who need milk and cannot eat solid food. For someone who lives on milk is still an infant and doesn’t know how to do what is right. Solid food is for those who are mature, who through training have the skill to recognize the difference between right and wrong.

O:
Christian living is a lot more than what I am doing/living out now. Instead of teaching/spreading/sharing the Gospel, I'm still here in need of somebody to teach me the basics. Therefore, the growth is stunted, and the ability to tell from right or wrong is dulled.

A:
What a humbling thought. Once again a stabbing reminder of what a true follower of Christ looks like. It doesn't look like the outside noticing actions of a Christian like attending Sunday worship or doing the "right" things but it is really the act of following Christ in his steps. Teaching/sharing/spreading the Gospel. Like Tony Oh had said, if we are consciously reminding ourselves of the Gospel and constantly sharing the Gospel we are more likely to be living the Gospel.
A part of me thinks do I need to be weaned off milk and actually be hungering for more spiritual meat.

P:
Father, I don't want to live a comfortable simple "Christian" life. I don't want to be considered those who should be teaching but are still needing others to teach the basics of the Gospel. Yet, God I don't know what that exactly looks like. Please show me God. Show me how to live out the life that is feeding off of meat not milk. Lead me and cause me to make decisions, act out my faith and be bold in my sharing. Jesus, if there are areas of teachign that I need to be doing, then open up doors and more so help me to be available for You Jesus. How can I bless You in my day to day living God? How can I be involved in the "go" and make disciples portion of Your Word? Use me Lord. In Jesus Name. Amen.

7/7 : It's good to be near God

2011-07-07T18:37:00.000-07:00

Psalm 73:23-28 NLT

Yet I still belong to you;

you hold my right hand. You guide me with your counsel,

leading me to a glorious destiny. Whom have I in heaven but you?

I desire you more than anything on earth. My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak,

but God remains the strength of my heart;

he is mine forever. Those who desert him will perish,

for you destroy those who abandon you. But as for me, how good it is to be near God!

I have made the Sovereign Lord my shelter,

and I will tell everyone about the wonderful things you do.

O: The wretched sinner I am. Epic fail and I see myself the worst of these with things I can't even comprehend or understand. How my heart wanders and how my heart longs for other things that I knwo are temporary. Yet, even here David says I STILL belong to you God. Though physically I may grow weaker and weaker and even if my spirit wimpers, God is still the strength of my heart who holds me up. Why should I not want to be near God? Why or what would possess me to abandon God?

A:
If I know this truth-do I live it out? Do my actions and decisions reflect how good it is to be near to God? Can people see how good God is in the way I live my life? If not, what does that look like? Some ways David describes is making the Lord his shelter and telling everyone about the wonderful things He does. When in trouble, do I run to Him first? Or do I fret and in return react sooner or in unnecessary manners? Do I tell others how good God is? How he has saved me and rescued me, renewed me, raised me from death, how he lifted me up and turned me around, how he set my feet on solid ground....(Shane & shane) Do I really speak that about God?No. If I can remember the Gospel and SHARE the gospel..it helps me live out the Gospel.

P:

Loving Father,
Who have I in heaven but you. Create my heart to desire nothing on this earth except to be near to you God. Father I know my life doesn't speak of your goodness nor do I make you my first shelter in times of trouble. Help me God to be somebody that lives out the Gospel and shares the Gospel. Lord, refine me and retune me to be a living sacrifice every day God. I pray you'd bring me back to prayer and meditation daily Lord. Father, fill this void I have with You alone. I pray God that the remaining of this week would be lived out ina manner that blesses you whether it's at work or in my discussions. Father, use me God. Make this life count for You Lord. In Jesus name Amen.

7/5 LJ Jesus who knows all things....

2011-07-05T07:21:00.001-07:00

Hebrews 2:17-18 NLT

Therefore, it was necessary for him to be made in every respect like us, his brothers and sisters, so that he could be our merciful and faithful High Priest before God. Then he could offer a sacrifice that would take away the sins of the people. Since he himself has gone through suffering and testing, he is able to help us when we are being tested.

O: the greatest part about Jesus is that he was all man and all God. That ia impossible in itself but with God it is possible. I wonder what would havr happened if Jesus was all God..would we feel that He can relate with us especially during our suffering and struggles? Or if he was all man...would we view him as the holy consecrated being He is. He wouldn't have been able to take up our sins as a sacrifice for all. The combination is perfect just like Gods himself.

A:
Jesus helps those who ae suffering and being tested. HE was "made in so that He could be the helper for us. Im not suffering at all but I do feel lately just a sense of being tested. Especially in marriage and my role as a wife anf JPs role as a huaband. There is really nobody else I can turn to except Jesus to help me in this area. Once again, tap into Jesus via prayer and His word.
P:
Lord,
I have failed again and I feel quite frustrated with the situation. Jesus would you teach me how to be patient with JP. Lord I ask you would also teach JP to be responsible in hia diet and eating patterns. Father make us like minded in Christ and Christ alone. Makr no room for our selfish wants and desires but let your heart reign in this marriage. God I pray anf ask that you would cause me to intercede for BUILD, those who are not saved and those who need a awift spiritual kick. I ask God that this summer I would not grow lazy or complacent in my walk with you. In Jesus name amen.

7/4 LJ: Servant Spirits

2011-07-04T10:08:00.000-07:00

Hebrews 1:14 NLT

Therefore, angels are only servants—spirits sent to care for people who will inherit salvation.

14Are not the angels all ministering spirits (servants) sent out in the service [of God for the assistance] of those who are to inherit salvation? (Amplified Bible)

O:
Jesus is higher than angels. All power and authority has been given to him and to him as well are angels who are servant spirits sent to care for people who will inherit.....salvation. They are there to aid the salvation of those who are not yet saved. surely, I can ask God to send angels to aid in the inheritance of _____'s salvation.

A:
Start praying once again for those who are not saved in my workplace, at church, friends/family and ask God to use and send the angels to aid in the understanding of God's Love/grace/Wrath.

P:
Father,
I thank you for this new chunk of knowledge you have given through Your Word. Lord, I thank you God that you have angels to assist in the Kingdom work,especially when we fail. Lord I pray for Sandra, Rosa, Nancy, Jane, Ivy, and Chung. Father would yousend your angels to work in their lives not just to keep them safe but to use their day to day circumstances to cause them to recognize that You are God. Lord, I pray you would shower down mercy in their life especially until they are saved. Father, please teach me how to pray alone. Teach me how to develop a lifestyle of prayer in solitude. I ask God that you would create in me this spiritual habit where I can intercede for those who are not saved. Lord, use me, develop me, train me,d iscipline me. In Jesus name amen.

7/1: "Uninvited"

2011-07-02T00:43:00.001-07:00

Isaiah 1
10 Listen to the Lord, you leaders of “Sodom.”
Listen to the law of our God, people of “Gomorrah.”
11 “What makes you think I want all your sacrifices?”
says the Lord.
“I am sick of your burnt offerings of rams
and the fat of fattened cattle.
I get no pleasure from the blood
of bulls and lambs and goats.
12 When you come to worship me,
who asked you to parade through my courts with all your ceremony?
13 Stop bringing me your meaningless gifts;
the incense of your offerings disgusts me!
As for your celebrations of the new moon and the Sabbath
and your special days for fasting—
they are all sinful and false.
I want no more of your pious meetings.
14 I hate your new moon celebrations and your annual festivals.
They are a burden to me. I cannot stand them!
15 When you lift up your hands in prayer, I will not look.
Though you offer many prayers, I will not listen,
for your hands are covered with the blood of innocent victims.
16 Wash yourselves and be clean!
Get your sins out of my sight.
Give up your evil ways.
17 Learn to do good.
Seek justice.
Help the oppressed.
Defend the cause of orphans.
Fight for the rights of widows.

O: a warning to insincere worshippers. We bring him sacrifices and plan out these elaborate worship services but they are insincere. Rather than blessing God it is a burden. Its a call to repent. Change from my ways and do goid, live gios. .

A:
I know God ia nudging me about prayer and humility. No doubt that God has really shown me the need and to re-evaluate my heart and seek out those prideful areas. Its walking away from the "glorious" Sunday worship and really living out The Follower of Christ life at home and at work.
Im going to try to set aside 10-15 mins in the morning to pray before I head out of the house to work.

P:
Lord, I confess my sins of bringing you burdensome gifts, sacrifices and offerings. Lord woukd my Sunday worship reflect throughout the week in home and work. Help me Lord to makr time for you to cry out in prayer before the day begins. Lord I ask that you would reveal my sins and pride that drives me to sin. Cleanse me and makr me whole yhrough Jesus alone. I thank you God that my failurea don't define me. Help me to live in grace and live it out. Thank you for your son Jesus and yhe blood he shed So I can be forgiven. In Jesus name amen.

7/2 LJ: "Pray & Wait"

2011-07-02T00:27:00.000-07:00

Jude 1: 20-21

20 But you, dear friends, must build each other up in your most holy faith, pray in the power of the Holy Spirit,[g] 21 and await the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ, who will bring you eternal life. In this way, you will keep yourselves safe in God’s love.

O:
Obviously there was something divisive and chaotic coming into the church at the time. Jude is urging the believers in the Church to stand firm in their faith, pray and remain faithful to their commitments to the Church. Instead of following their wicked and faithless ways, he calls us to build one another up in faith, pray and wait for God's mercy.

A:
Just hearing what is going on in our lives in BUILD as well as Jonathan's work/ my work and in my heart. I can see how God once again is calling me to pray and continue praying. It's disheartening at times to be praying and experience difficult times, but I'm thinking God wants us to persevere in prayer for our days, ministry, church and faith.

P:

Lord, I lift up the things that burden my heart tonight. Father I lift up our BUILD members and ask that you would plant a fire for your name. Give them a passion that can only be satisfied by knowing and loving You Jesus. Father I pray you would revive those who are in slumbers and cause them not to chase after things of this world but to chase after the things of You. Lord I lift up Jonathan as well. Father whatever discouragement from work and ministry he is going through, Father would you be glorified andc ause him to cling to you and you alone. May he not depend on his ways and thinking but as Jude says, pray and await your mercy. Lord, give me perseverance and diligence to pray fervently in faith for Your Will to be done, not mine or JPs or Pathways but solely Yours alone. Father we want to follow You. In Jesus name amen.

6/28 LJ: "Press on in ministry"

2011-06-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

2 Timothy 4:2, 5 NLT

Preach the word of God. Be prepared, whether the time is favorable or not. Patiently correct, rebuke, and encourage your people with good teaching. But you should keep a clear mind in every situation. Don’t be afraid of suffering for the Lord. Work at telling others the Good News, and fully carry out the ministry God has given you.

O:
Be prepared.
Whether the timing is right on or not.
Be patient witih those you speak to.
Be "willing" to suffer whether it's being rejected or mocked for your faith.
Continue to work AT telling others. Be equipped.

A:
Man I wish I had read this 24 hours ago for the 29th rather than the 28th. Regardless it's such a good chunk of God's Word. I believe GOd is teaching me how to not be passive in the workplace especially after my conversation with James. How important it is to be equipped and ready to give an answer whther I am questioned of what I believe in or questioned as to WHY I believe in Jesus. Prayer is still a huge portion of getting the sowing and reaping done.

p:
God I thank you for your Word and it's treasure and worth in my life and daily situations. Father I praise you for even the opportunity to talk to James. Lord I ask that you would soften his heart and heal him of his bitterness and hurt from the previous church experiences. Lord I pray that I would be a pure vessel to deliver and throw out those important questions about following You. Thank you for the Holy Spirit God. Thank you for that helper.I rely upon You for all wisdom discernment and strength to speak to James next week. In Jesus Name. Amen.

6/27 LJ:doing good work in a crooked world

2011-06-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

2 Timothy 3:1-5, 16-17 NLT

You should know this, Timothy, that in the last days there will be very difficult times. For people will love only themselves and their money. They will be boastful and proud, scoffing at God, disobedient to their parents, and ungrateful. They will consider nothing sacred. They will be unloving and unforgiving; they will slander others and have no self-control. They will be cruel and hate what is good. They will betray their friends, be reckless, be puffed up with pride, and love pleasure rather than God. They will act religious, but they will reject the power that could make them godly. Stay away from people like that! All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It corrects us when we are wrong and teaches us to do what is right. God uses it to prepare and equip his people to do every good work.

O:
this world is pretty broken. Pretty depraved and heading nowhere but downward. Paul gives Timothy a heads up of the type of people he will run into. However he tell Timothy to really hold onto the word of God at all times. That it is used for teaching, correcting, rebuking..and everygood work.

A:
I definitekt feel like im in that world now. Where Jesus is no longer valued as much. I feel as if Paul is speaking to me directly...to cling to the Word and use it for teaching correcting rebuking...it beins with me. Reading the Word shouldn't be limited to just James and the weekly lesson plan. It has to be a daily dosage. Get back to LJing on a reular basis....don't delay.

P:
Father, I need you a lot. I want to be nearer to you than before. I want to know you more than I do today. Lord fill my mind with Your truth. I pray that you would draw me near to You Jesus...and not to any other incident. Lord I pray for BUILD tomorrow. I PRAY that lives wiukd be transformed and challenged to live for You Godm soften their hearts and Lord humble me an Mike as we care and minister to these sheep. Father we ask that fukl access woukd be granted and allowed.lord come move....only You can. You alone. In Jesus name amen.

6/26 LJ: "Pursue patiently"

2011-06-26T23:58:00.000-07:00

2 Tim 2:

22-26Run away from infantile indulgence. Run after mature righteousness—faith, love, peace—joining those who are in honest and serious prayer before God. Refuse to get involved in inane discussions; they always end up in fights. God's servant must not be argumentative, but a gentle listener and a teacher who keeps cool, working firmly but patiently with those who refuse to obey. You never know how or when God might sober them up with a change of heart and a turning to the truth, enabling them to escape the Devil's trap, where they are caught and held captive, forced to run his errands.

O:
God's servant must not be argumentative, but a gentle listener.
One who keeps their cool
Works firmly and patiently with those who refuse to obey.
Prayer warrior
Joins hands with those who are like minded to serve.
Ready to respond to God's work/change in hearts.

A:
I have low tolerance for the type Paul describes here as 'those who refuse to obey". It's a huge challenge to be able to constantly pursue and run after them. The attitude it not like that towards a non-believer but towards a believer, it's such a hard area for me to love on. But this passage speaks truth more ways than I imagined. Key words/characteristics I really want to develop, works firmly but patiently. Works firmly but patiently.

P:
God,
I lack in sooo many ways to pursue those who refuse to obey Your word. Father, soften my heart and fill it with compassion that comes from you. Help me to see the things You see in those who are disobedient. Break my heart for what breaks Yours God..not just the oppressed, the widows, the orphans and those who are less fortunate but God help me to have patience for those who "have it all". I ask for more of Jesus' wisdom to rest upon me as I pursue God. Develop in me discernment on how to be "firm but patient" Lord, let not my "cool" be lost in the impatience I have towards people. For Your glory God would youdo a work in my heart God. Change my heart to become more like Yours Father. In Jesus Name. Amen.

6/22 LJ Do not give up.

2011-06-22T07:15:00.001-07:00

1 Timothy 4:12-13, 15-16 NLT

Don’t let anyone think less of you because you are young. Be an example to all believers in what you say, in the way you live, in your love, your faith, and your purity. Until I get there, focus on reading the Scriptures to the church, encouraging the believers, and teaching them. Give your complete attention to these matters. Throw yourself into your tasks so that everyone will see your progress. Keep a close watch on how you live and on your teaching. Stay true to what is right for the sake of your own salvation and the salvation of those who hear you.

O: sounds like Jesus....
until I get there..love the church ..be the church for the sake of my salvation and the salvation of others. If ever was there a verse that urged believers young or old to be mindful of the church, this would probably be it. My complete attention on this is hard with school work and marriage but that does no tmean I can't pray and contact and continually love the church. I too need to be on best behavior.many watch my every move and wonder how being a believer is any different.this too is an area which requires my full attention.

A:
God keeps banging the nail deeper: PRAY. If you want it, pray.There is not other shortcut but to pray. Lifing up peopke by name has been lost during the transition and im slowly getting back to it though it is hard I can already see Gods hand and spirit working in mysterious ways. For salvation in the office pray and giv efull attention to the matters of loving and representing Christ the best I can. For BUILD love them and constantly pray for them and about them.

P:
Lord, who can I turn to for you alone have the words of life. And only you have the power to rescur and save those who are not. Father train me again to pray. Remove any distractions in my life to manage the time I use wisely as well as using it for the kingdom. Lord I ask that this morning as I get ready for work would you do works in my heart to work hard and be yhe example I should be as a worker working for theLord. Remove distractions and help m eovercome temptation to do other things than work. Father I pray my heart would br attentive to the CG throughout the day. Help me get back on track to a lifestyle of prayer. God I ask that my relationship with JP would please you and bless your holy name. Until you return God...may I be faithful to the things you have granted me stewardship.in Jesus name I pray. Amen.

6/19 LJ: Christian does not equal perfect..just forgiven.

2011-06-21T00:15:00.000-07:00

1 Timothy 1:15-17 NLT

This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”—and I am the worst of them all. But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they, too, can believe in him and receive eternal life. All honor and glory to God forever and ever! He is the eternal King, the unseen one who never dies; he alone is God. Amen.

O: Paul formerly Saul was a murderer. Blasphemer. Legalistic man who knew and cared for nothing of God. He killed and stopped many from living for Jesus. How horrible. Yet as a rdeemed man under the name Paul, he constnatly shares and reminds himself that he is the worst sinner out of all of them. That shows humility, human side of himself thay perhaps brings comfort to people like me who read and feel encouraged.

A:
As an outreach, being humble is a key form of being a Christian.the example That was given for yhe workplace is that proud Christians don't make well with friendship evangelism. The ones who shoe that they got it all under control and shows they don't need anybodys help. However it is when the client is not longer needing anything else or anybody else, it causes a sense thstn we humans dont need a Savior. One thing other than prayer humility. Asking for hrlp, letting others help me, etc etc....present and know

P:father make me a useful witness at work. Lord use my brokenness and struggles..even my sin to humble me fo your glory. Lord I ask that your aspirit woukd prompt me on how to speak or when to speak. Lord I pray...make me into the woman u want me to be. Mold me and shape me so that I can bear fruit for you. Cause a humble in me Lord. I pray God you would also continue to focus my mind to pray.....lord..speak tomorrow speak t those who search you......speak truth and wisdom intp our livew God. In Jesus name amen.

6/18 LJ Prayer makes perfect

2011-06-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

Colossians 4:2-4 NLT

Devote yourselves to prayer with an alert mind and a thankful heart. Pray for us, too, that God will give us many opportunities to speak about his mysterious plan concerning Christ. That is why I am here in chains. Pray that I will proclaim this message as clearly as I should.

O:
Prayer refines a man or woman. Not only bc they are being prayed for but the praying man or woman is refined. It helps renew my mind as well as remind me what my blessings are. It gives me a clear mind to speak words of truth and love. Withouy prayer, growth, fruits in ministry, relationships are on a growth stunt.

A: I am convicted and challenged to pray more. Its been the ongoing bell that keepa going off for the past three to four days. The Upward conference definitely drove the nail home to the heart. CG, marriage and ministry won't go anywhere unless my prayer life is active and consistent. I confess my prayer life hasn't been up to par as of marriage but I hope to be intentional about praying together with JP, with CG more ofteb and in my "noisy time" with God.

P: God I can't do this on my own. I can't juggle all these things but through prayer I know I can eith You. Lord draw my heart to my knees...humble me and create a huge hunger to be in tuned with your heart God. Lord I want to see Your hand work with God sized results ..not my hand work and rake in nothing. Father I pray before I pray these prayes for the lost the CG the marriage lord make that transformation start with me. Make it begin with me. Set a fire on my tongue to pray fervently for Your Kingdom. Thank you Lord for your patience to teach me and grow me. Ib Jesus namr amen.

6/16 LJ: The Promise, the Process, the Payoff

2011-06-16T22:01:00.000-07:00

Seven times Elijah told him to go and look. 44 Finally the seventh time, his servant told him, “I saw a little cloud about the size of a man’s hand rising from the sea.”

O:
THE SIZE OF A MAN'S HAND?!??! wow that's like barely anything notwworthy. Barely noticeable too. But that's all the aervant needed to see before he knew and ran back to report to Elijah. It wasn't grand or fancy...its just recognizing A GOD THing even if it is big or small.

A: I don't know what promise God has in store for BUILD.however I do know that as long as I seek Him with all my heart and pray...He wikl work. The process is gonna be tough at times but I have to stay strong and persevere that the payoff will come one day. Regardless of if there is a drought for months and years...the long process or diacouraging process does not discount the payoff. Persevere during trials keep asking God for wisdom.

P:
Dear God,

I want to hold on as lonh as You let me. Lord I want to see your kingdom come in BUILD. Father ai ask that you train me and prepare me to lead and most importantly love thia group for You. Thank you for entrusting your creation ib my cate. Help me to petsevere especially throughout the process until the payoff comes. Lord make me a prayer warrior from the inside out. May my weaknesses be consumed and overcomed by your love and grace. Be glorified Lord I lift this group to You. In Jesus name amen.

6/15 LJ Suffering for fruit

2011-06-16T00:18:00.000-07:00

Colossians 1:24-29 NLT

I am glad when I suffer for you in my body, for I am participating in the sufferings of Christ that continue for his body, the church. God has given me the responsibility of serving his church by proclaiming his entire message to you. This message was kept secret for centuries and generations past, but now it has been revealed to God’s people. 27 For God wanted them to know that the riches and glory of Christ are for you Gentiles, too. And this is the secret: Christ lives in you. This gives you assurance of sharing his glory. So we tell others about Christ, warning everyone and teaching everyone with all the wisdom God has given us. We want to present them to God, perfect in their relationship to Christ. That’s why I work and struggle so hard, depending on Christ’s mighty power that works within me.

O:
Paul writes a letter filled with urgency for the church. He urges them not to drift away from the truth which he shared and planted through toils and pains. He spura them with reminders and in the end, he shares how he is willing to auffer bc it ia a way he participates in Christ's suffering as well. Its a responsibility that has been given to all believers. To serve the church. To remembet that its not about me a member, a believer....it is all about Christ and the work will be done by His power not mine.

A:
With my heart and mind occupied with shepherding sheep it is very encouraging to hear how Paul didnt hold back in sharing and shepherding the body for Christ. Somehow I feel that even still the enemy uses that fear of man in me..which restricts my tongue from working. How good the news is that it ia not by my power but solely the power of Christ that will and is working within the hearts of each sheep. However it doesn't excuae me from momenta of rejection or persecution, complaints and differences. I must persevere and do what God calls me to do and say. It ia my responsibility and duty.

P:
Father,
Thank you for your patience over me. Im such a coward at times and yet you still speak and encourage with fresh words and breaths of life into my weary heart. God I pray and ask that you would do the work that I am unable to do. Lord Jesus be my strength my courage my boldness and my all in attitude that guides me to speak truth. Father xonvixt me of my urges..bring confirmation and allow me God to humble myself God..before you do. Lord I ask for wisdom that is of Christ alone and through the power of your Word. Renew my mind God. Clear out any junk ot human intuitions but fill me anew with more of You. Lord may your will be done. May my lofe be a pkeasing sacrifice to You.whatever I do in BUILD father may it bless you God. Lord, I also ask for your guidance to seek out help in the Face of Love. Lord ...may your thoughts and desires reign ib my heart. If this is strictly to build my empire God and not yours please destroy this dream in me. Wipe it clean and rid of any desires. May Your will be done O God. Thank You God....for hearing the prayers of one like me. Thank you for entrustinf such significant things to an insignificant person like me. Makr my life count for eternity Lord. In Jesus Name amen.

6/14 LJ: Prayer and Perseverance.

2011-06-14T07:11:00.001-07:00

Philippians 4:6-9 NLT

Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise. Keep putting into practice all you learned and received from me—everything you heard from me and saw me doing. Then the God of peace will be with you.

O: our minds have the capacity to control us in many ways based upon what we fill it with. So is it with our heart. If we hold onto the things that cause us to worry, doubt or question God's sovereignty..where is the glory?growth?testing of faith which produces fruit? ..Pray, tell God lift it up to him and let it go to Him and in place of those worries, delight in those things that are true, honorable, right, pure..which..is ultimately God...and the peace of God will be filled.

A:
I really need to pray more and more. I know God is nudging me more and more to be a prayer warrior for marriage life, shepherding BUILD, being the best employee I can be as well as tackling the day to day irritating moments. Find a time spot, to pray and make a conscious volunteering effort to tell God what it is that is burdening my heart and causing me to worry and stress.

P:
Lord, you know the remedy for my heart no matter what your Word diagnoses me with. Thank you God that I have this opportunity to pray and spend time in your Word. would you renew my mind O God. Through Christ Jesus all the wisdom I need Lord, I know You have granted to me. let me practice it with faith. Father I ask that you would train me continuously day by day to be a praying woman, wife, CG Leader, coworker and friend to those I have a chance to listen to. Develop that gift of intercessory prayer O God.
In Jesus Name I Pray Amen.

6/13 LJ Not gonna stop...

2011-06-13T23:39:00.000-07:00

Philippians 3:10-14 NLT

I want to know Christ and experience the mighty power that raised him from the dead. I want to suffer with him, sharing in his death, so that one way or another I will experience the resurrection from the dead! I don’t mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me. No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.

O:
PAUL IS A G!!! He can be considered the Michael Jackson of music, the Montana of football, the MJ of basketball...in hia fiekd of a citizen he had everything down. He's the straight A student, the perfect child, the succeesing style, the jock and the most popular, teacher's fav..his resume was the best and yet..YET he called all that rubbish in comparison to knowing Christ. He was obsessed.dHe wasn't gonna stop until he rrached his goal. He was moving forward from anyndifficuly until he reached the goal. He forgets the past..the disappointments, the internal struggles, the hurts and pains from emotional, physical and mental....and keeps his eyes fixed on Jesus.

A:
Judy, fix your eyes on Jesus. No matter what people should not hav said to you..or should have said. Fix your eyes on Jesus. Don't get wound up with the present or the past but keep your mind on eternity and do what it takes to run towards that direction. Pray fervently and dive in deep in preparation for Build tomorrow. Don't let those things capture your attention. Fix fix focus set your eyes on Jesus.

P:
Lord...you know me and my inner most being. Thank you for reminded me and tachin gme t persevere in times of trouble and discouragement. Father let me not rely much on man but fully rely on you. Lord be my wisdom and discernment. Train me to pray fervently and wholeheartdly for Build once again. Put that cry in my heart to see lives transformed by your spirit. Father place in me that hunger. Lord may you guard my heart and ears to what is said..let it not seep into my heart or disable me from loving your people. Help.me to shake it off and continue. Lord grant me the humility to continue loving those who discourage me. Grant me peace to rest at night in your arms. Father I pray for zbuild tonight. Soften their hearts and open their spiritual eyes and mind to understand your word. Please give them a hunger for you and the things of you. GOD I pray for an awakening in all our lives Lord..for you and you alone. Aeake our souls. In Jesus nam amen.

6/11 LJ: My Prayer is this....

2011-06-12T04:15:00.000-07:00

Philippians 1:9-11 NLT

I pray that your love will overflow more and more, and that you will keep on growing in knowledge and understanding. For I want you to understand what really matters, so that you may live pure and blameless lives until the day of Christ’s return. May you always be filled with the fruit of your salvation—the righteous character produced in your life by Jesus Christ—for this will bring much glory and praise to God.

O: one of my favorite prayers to model after for myself and others in the race.
Paul did not cease to pray for these things even while imprisoned. His prayer is great but his urgency and desire to pray for the Church, the laborers, the body....is just amazing. It convicts me of my laziness in my prayers as well.

A:
Pray once again with diligence for BUILD esp as we approach this Tuesday to start our study in James. Such a wonderful book and filled with mucb encouragement...all transformation is not done through the gathering of believers but through the work of the Holy Spirit. This is my #1 hope and goal for each of them including myself. I must be praying...no excuses.

P:
God, discipline to be a prayer warrior. Teach me once again how to pray for Your will and not mine. Father, would your spirit do mighty unfathomable works on the heart of myself and BUILD as we start this study in James. Lord I desire one thing and it is that our lives would bring you much praise through the way we conduct and live out our lives. Make our lives count Jesus. Transform our lives God. Renew our ideas of faith and bring it back to the truth. Lord I earnestly long for your name to be glorified. Equip me and prepare me O God. I am so very weak but I delight in my wraknesses and claim the promise of your strength becoming perfect In my weaknesses. May Your will be done O God. Father, help me to sleep tonight. Though my mind runs fast for these souls, grant me rest for the remaining of the morning so that I may be able for worship, fellowship and ministry. I ask God the one thing causing my unresting mind, I lay it at your feet and surrender the very things I cannot control. Lord I give up but help me to continue loving and pursuing. If my efforts fail O God I Still trust in You. In Jesus name amen.

6/9 LJ: The last chapter..

2011-06-11T08:04:00.001-07:00

Ecclesiastes 12:13-14 NLT

That’s the whole story. Here now is my final conclusion: Fear God and obey his commands, for this is everyone’s duty. God will judge us for everything we do, including every secret thing, whether good or bad.

O:
Life is meaningless. After seeking out every worldly pleasure that could be offered and man-created he concludes that the best way to live out this life is obeying and fearing God. That brings meaning to life bc when my life ends...the things of the world don't go with me nor does God take account for what empire I've built on the earth. Its the empire Ivebuilt for Him.whatdid I do withmy life for Him?

A:
I realize after being married my solo running ambitions have either grown or has died out. Some remain going strong and some kinda fade away as a pass along idea. It takesa lotof adjusting for me to sit still and do the weekly stuff. ButI needto beactive also in my marriage as I try to be inmy workplace or my CG. Perhaps I need toknock more doors about Face Of Love. Or consider how to brings ininformation..and most importantly pray...my prayer has lacked in so many ways being distracted and tired.

P:God in the end what I own doesn't matter to you. What I've purchased or maintained asset wise doesn't matter to you when I stand before. God I want to stand before you with more than just that. I want eternal treasures and rewards stacked high I want to hear you tell me Well done good and faithful....faithful servant. Lord I pray that you would give me wisdom on how to hear.that in my marriage...in my workplace...in my. Ministry opportunities in my relationships...Lord take over and reign. I ask that you would control my actions my words my motives and though I get discouraged and drained, Christ live through me all the more. Today God I pray for opportunity and true fellowship to occur. Let your light shine in our gathering today. Let your Will be done and may we bless you and honor you all the more. In Jesus name amen.

6/6 LJ: When I die I want to leave a ________

2011-06-08T07:29:00.000-07:00

Ecclesiastes 2:18-20 NLT

I came to hate all my hard work here on earth, for I must leave to others everything I have earned. And who can tell whether my successors will be wise or foolish? Yet they will control everything I have gained by my skill and hard work under the sun. How meaningless! So I gave up in despair, questioning the value of all my hard work in this world.

O:
King Solomon really thought a lot of things through. Especially his efforts to find meaning in this life. None of it ever really satisfied his needs and hungers. Instead he was left with more temporary and meaningless things...that wouls be left to somebody else's care and ownership. He gained much to only leave more for somebody else. Working to get to the corporate ladder or saving up too muchcan be a dead end especially if the fruits of your work does not do good or bring goodness to others. Its like working your butt off to spend it for nobody and nothing. Working your butt off but never being home to spend time with your family..what kind of legacy will you leave with your wife and kids. Money and work can suck you into a trap of never becoming who you really should become and what legacy you should leave.

A:
What am I working for. To pay bills? If so what services/bills that I pay for are being used for things that really matter? Melted place we call home, are there ever people over so we can share? The electricity or the heat...visit used towards blessing others or the marriage. If Im working simply to find happiness it will lead a dead end result. When I purchase things I don't want to overthrow my earnings into it. I don't want to slave myself away simply to make ends meet. During the time of working I want to leave a legacy. A mark of Christ in me while I worked so my coworkers will know that I worked for a reason...my family willknowI worked for a reason more than the obvious. I worked for more than just a title..when I die maybe I will have silly things to be remembered by but I also want lasting things as well...

P:
Father, use my life and everything that comes forth from me.living in a marriage, a office, in Santa Clara, In Build, in Pathway...Lord build a legacy that is greater than any of my titles or positions and even name. Lord I pray that your Word would steer me sway from slavery but towards freedom. Freedom to love people at work more, freedom toloveJP, freedom to shepherd Build more and to make an impact for you. Lord be pleased. In Jesus name amen

6/5: For the love of God not money

2011-06-06T22:47:00.001-07:00

Proverbs 30:7-9 NLT

O God, I beg two favors from you;

let me have them before I die. First, help me never to tell a lie.

Second, give me neither poverty nor riches!

Give me just enough to satisfy my needs. For if I grow rich, I may deny you and say, “Who is the Lord?”

And if I am too poor, I may steal and thus insult God’s holy name.

O:
I think they had a strong idea that money can easily kick the King of our lives off the throne of our heart. Therefore the good desire is not for more money or no financial hard times but simply whatever the circumstance, that God would not be forgotten and God would not be insulted by the life I live.

A:
I don't know what is next in my life. Kids, career wise, these desires for a 501 non profit. But I have had my share of burns from wanting money in life. I couldn't help but resonate so much with these words of wisdom. It is the cry of my heart. And maybe to look at it further but not holding onto money like im guaranteed a specific day to spend it. I realize life is very short. I wonder what am I doing living so comfortably. God what is it You want me to do besides making money,.....I don't want to be stingy with Gods blessings. Know when to give in Gods name..know when to be frugality. Invest in things that matter...

P:
God im awfully weary and.feel so tied down by the situations in my life. Lord I thank you for the Words of true wisdom. Please let nothing overturn you from the throne of my heart. Help me make the right choices not the smart ones or financially safe ones. Spend me God please I ask. Help me not to be an insult toYour name....I want to be a bright light for Jesus....whether you want me to go to Hopping please God use me n send me. In Jesus name amen.

6/1 LJ Debt free-never!!

2011-06-01T23:37:00.000-07:00

Romans 13:8 NLT

Owe nothing to anyone—except for your obligation to love one another. If you love your neighbor, you will fulfill the requirements of God’s law.

O: God's commandment for us...owe nothing except the commitment, obligation to love another. It sounds so easy and "yea!!! That's right!" But it is hard at so many times than not. This includes not only those who are loveable, brothers and sisters in Christ but also the lost, the poor, the broken in spirit, that stranger next door who I havr yrt to go beyond morning greetings. My least favorite and least loveable moments with coworkers, my husband during spat time.but...God said it. And that also means to me: take care of your debt-loans.

A:
Man...Joplin is just tickling my heart so badly. Has there ever been another reason or need to go to MO than Love. I probably would never set foot in MO for personal reasons, business or pleasure...but for Love, yes. I need to really pray more and see what God wants. Also if my only debt should ne loving people than my loan finaicial debt needs to be taken care of....bit by bit take control and discipline.

P:
Father, I lack and need more discpline in finances especially in repaying my school loans. I ask for discernment and wisdom in saving and paying off this debt. Meanwhile increase my realization of debts to love those you place in my path. Lord let me not turn a blind eye or make excuses. With whatever is impossible with man is possible with you O God of the universe. Teach me how to love even wgen I don't feel like it especially in arguments with JP or ministry frusttations. Father I pray that I would also be filled with Your love to minister and care for the CG You have created. Lord fill in every lack and shortcoming I have. Thank You God for reminding me onve again. In Jesus name amen.

5/30 LJ "Keepin it cool"

2011-06-01T00:45:00.000-07:00

Proverbs 15:18 NLT

A hot-tempered person starts fights;

a cool-tempered person stops them.

O:
Such good wisdom. Put two hot heads together you're bound to have a flaming fire. When does anger come up the most in my life? Where do I find myself as a hot head or with hot headed people? In relationships and work related situations: it is then that I need to practice self control thru Jesus and remain the cool headed and promote peace than dispute by being clear minded and discerning with words and action.

A:
Trying to dissolve tension is always hard. Not easy as much as Id like it to be. Yelling and blurting things out as I feel does not fix or make things better. Need to choose my battles more wisely and really think : is this situation really worth discussing. Today at work I was thoroughly disappointed and heart broken at two hot heads going at it. One is supposedly a Christian the other a non believer..I could see how this wise truthfrom Proverbs came to fruition. Even tonight just trying to fizzle tension with JP required a lot of self control, tttons of prayer asking God what to say or what to do...and just thinking, is this worth fighting or arguing over in the long run? No. Not at all. Need to focus on kingdom and less of myself.

P:
God, please teach me and train me to be a peacemaker at home and at work. Lord I pray fo my unsaved coworkers, please let your Spirit soften their hearts to see the reality of this world and how fleeting life is. Father I oray that you would cause a movement in the workplace for those who are truly saved to step up to bat and live above reproach. Lord I ask that even in the most frustrating moments, guard my mouth n heart. Consecrate me from the worlds ways. Lord I oray that I would be a peacemaker for you in the marriage as well. Humble me and show me through your Word how to pick and choose my battles. Thank you for answering my prayets God. I am overwhelmed and amazed by Your goodness. May I continue to taste and see that You Lord are good! In Jesus namr amen.

5/29 LJ: Hating correction

2011-05-29T22:36:00.000-07:00

Proverbs 12:
¹ Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge,
but whoever hates correction is stupid.

MSG:
¹ If you love learning, you love the discipline that goes with it— how shortsighted to refuse correction!

O:
Learning about God and others comes with discipline. Inner discipline to be able to be pliable, moldable, shape-able by God's hands and by the words of those who are in prayer and in the Word. It is very stupid and shortsighted to refuse that correction. Even when it coems to studying/learning something new about somebody or something, to be prideful and stubborn in your ways does not allow learning to occur. You are remaining the same in your old ways.

A:
To learn and experience is a passion of mine. I want to know not only what is right but what is wrong not for my personal usage but knowledge. Friends may ask me why am I so intrigued and interested in Harold Camping? It's not to become a follower but to be equipped to give an answer if and when asked: "What makes him different from Christians?" Even in life situations, I want to be corrected if it is aligned with God's Word. The only one time I would take corrections for any cause or purpose is if it hinders a believer from following. If something I do hinders another believer in their walk, by all means, take the correction and live out life. Correction that is God centered and focused is the correct correction.

P:

God, I pray that youwouldfill my heart with much longing for learning and knowledge. Lord let it not puff me up but rather equip me for good works in the kingdom. Father I pray you would speak to me on how to correct and be corrected by those whoa re in the word and in prayer. Let me not be hindered or misled by those who do not spend time in Your Word or prayer...by those who do not renew their minds daily. Thank you for Your Word today through Newsong. Thank you for speaking O SO LOUD AND CLEAR and challenging me. I pray you would challenge mei n my marriage as well sot aht there is an imbalance toward building Your empire and not my own or JPs own. Humble us God and cause us to love one another in Christ Jesus and to exemplify what it means to have a Christ centered marriage. Build up JP and teach me O God. as
we head back home from this vacation, I pray you would teach us and we would be willing to take correction and learn from the Master, not from our own thinking and philosophy. In Jesus Name Amen.

5/27 "If then Therefore"

2011-05-29T22:07:00.000-07:00

^{Romans 8
9} You, however, are not in the realm of the flesh but are in the realm of the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God lives in you. And if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, they do not belong to Christ. ¹⁰ But if Christ is in you, then even though your body is subject to death because of sin, the Spirit gives life^[d] because of righteousness. ¹¹ And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of^[e] his Spirit who lives in you.

¹² Therefore, brothers and sisters, we have an obligation—but it is not to the flesh, to live according to it. ¹³ For if you live according to the flesh, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.

There is one thing I really noticed today but not before: IF. He speaks not knowing therefore not assuming. And IF we do have the spirit of Christ in us the "THEREFORE" comes shortly after to reinforce our obligation we have in Christ Jesus. To live out this obligation we have in Christ Jesus IF we have the spirit of Jesus in us. It's a simple truth, obvious truth but not well known truth about what it means to have the Spirit of Christ Jesus in us, what it looks like to be a christian.

A:People can use "The Spirit of life has set us freeee" as a license to sin and not be bound by the law thinking that forgiveness is free and doesn't require much from us. The Savior syndrom I like to call it. Where people only take up the Savior from hell but not from their sins, the Lordship of Christ is not implemented in lives therefore the "obligation" spoken here is not applied. One thing I need to realize even in my daily struggles with those around me: Do not assume all are saved and have the spirit of Christ in them. And if that is not confirmed, do not be disappointed in the fact that their lives do or may not match up to the obligatino spoken in Romans 8.

God, Thank you for showing me that even in Romans, it is not assumed that all are with the Spirit of Christ. Lord, help me to speak and act about with that same mentality. Father, I pray you would grant me much wisdom on how to speak to my unsaved coworkers and friends about this freedom in Christ and obligation for Christ. May I never water down the Gosepl or compromise it for acceptance EVER. Lord I pray you would continue to soften the hearts of my work friends and show mercy and grace upon their lives. Lord, I pray that BUILD would be confirmed in the faith and saved. I pray that this week Your word would speak and your spirit would reveal many wonderful and marvelous thinsgin their lives. Speak truth and reveal O god things that I am unable to do. I surrender any authority or shepherdship I have over their lives and ask that yoru Spirit be the #1 working factor in this CG. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

5/26 LJ: "Fool!"

2011-05-29T21:35:00.000-07:00

Proverbs 1:7
7 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge,
but fools[c] despise wisdom and instruction.

O:
It says in Prov 2 that wisdom and knowledge come from the mouth of God. The main source of God speaking is through the Word aka Bible. There is no other reliable -hard source of information from God other than the bible itself. Fear is the definition of respect/honor. If I do not know God how do I know how to respect/honor Him? Because we were sinners when He rescued us, we can be considered "fools" in a sense that needed a Savior, a Lord to provide wisdom and instruction. We didn't "get it " on our own. Therefore, any wisdom and instruction given from God can be found most abundant in the Word alone.

A:
Keep reading the Word. Do not despise His correction and instruction. there will be plenty of people giving me advice of do this do that this is right this is wrong, but unless it matches with the Word of God, do not heed. during this vacation it has been harder to keeep my mind in the Word but it's another friendly reminder..

P:
God,
I need you so badly.
especially as of late as you are speaking to me about reachign out to my coworkers and unsaved friends. God would you grant me much wisdom and instruction from Your Word alone. Help me not to sway by the words of those who are not plugged into the Word. God I pray you would set my feet firmly on the solid rock of Jesus. Lord, let me let loose those things that hinder me and run hard after You. I pray for salvation at work. I pray that youw ould soften their hearts from the ways of the world and set them free in Jesus name. Thank you God so much that Rosa is attending church, Father I pray more would realize the dangers and frail patterns of this world, confess, repenta nd turn to you Jesus. Give me the words to speak and the timing that is perfect through You. In Jesus name. amen.

5/25 LJ: 50% doesnt equal 100%

2011-05-27T18:09:00.001-07:00

Romans 6:12-13 NLT

Do not let sin control the way you live; do not give in to sinful desires. Do not let any part of your body become an instrument of evil to serve sin. Instead, give yourselves completely to God, for you were dead, but now you have new life. So use your whole body as an instrument to do what is right for the glory of God.

O:
In Solomons days he disobeyed God by intermarrying with foreign women. God warned him specifically not to do that because they would lead his heart to other gods which meant a divided heart towards God. God was angry and upset by that and even here in Rimans it is spoken ofcommitting your heart wholeheartedly to God. We are made alive we are purchased through the blood of Christ, half hearted is 0%.

A: what are things in my life that distract me and lead me to a divided heart? Not necessarily tangible things or objects but it coukd also be characteristics within myself as well. Pride task orientation, ..some others entertainment media marriage my relationships with people. Ministry.

P:God ...make my heart undivided to you. Cast off any idols I may have thst hinder my heart from being wholly yours.reveal them ti me God. I ask that out of my gratitude of being made akive in Christ woukd myall be for all of you. Be my everything O God.may my marriage remain in line with Your Will lord. In Jesus name I Oray amen.

4/24 LJ: Everything happens for a reason

2011-05-26T00:03:00.000-07:00

Romans 5:3-5 NLT

We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation. And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love.

O:
Because of our Father's great love for us all situations good and especially the bad are planned and purposed to jot disappoint us ultimately. In human eyes and timing the response to trials and stressful moments is to wonder why. We have eveything we need to overcome and handle diffixult times.

A:
I forgot this truth. Surprised I popped up in Romans when the verse I remember is in James. Honestly I can say things are good right now. Maybe im not focused on tge problems and needs I see...or perhaps my life is a littke too easy. Sure there are problems and things to be done but one thing I realized is I am enduring but I don't think I am rejoicing....gotta try thatbtoday...rejoice...in all circumstances.

P: Father, how deep your love is for me. How caring and perfct in your Godship that every problem or conflict is not allowed for my suffering but for greater purposes. Lord help me to be grateful and to have a rejoicing heart not just in bad times but every single day. May I rejoice Lord in my marriage, my work rekationships, the ministries ....everything. father I lift up William who is very sick. Please alleviate and allow healing in hjs body through your son Jsus Christ. Tonight as we celebrate your goodness for Austin, be glorified be exalted in the conversations and the time of fellowship. Lord you are truly awesome and good. In Jesus name amen.

Our son: Avala Nikhil Kumar

2011-05-24T10:40:00.000-07:00

It's been over a year since we've sponsored Avala aka Kumar into the our lives. I absolutely love Compassion out of all the organizations out there that offer child sponsorships. Top reason why I love Compassion: #1: Not only do they provide clothing, food, education..etc.They have an intentional program to teach about Jesus to these children.

We received this letter a few days after our wedding. By far was one of the best wedding gifts we could have received as a new couple:

His family has come to Jesus.
We've never met his family. Never spoken a single word or made any type of eye contact with his family yet, through Compassion and the love of God they have accepted the one gift we wanted to share with Avala. =)
It's a great way to share the Gospel and love on a child in a country you may never get a chance to step foot on. $38 a month to bring life saving news and necessities. Seriously, the first letter we got from him, he was thanking us for a notebook and pencil so he could use for his school. We folks in the U.S. are utterly blessed. Let's share that blessing with those who really need it.

Can't stop praising God for Compassion and the workers who endlessly serve the people of India with passion.

If you're interested in finding out more about Compassion please click here

BTW: They're congratulating us on our marriage in January b/c last time we wrote to him, we were somewhat settled on 1/31/2011 as our wedding date. =)

5/22 LJ: " Sinning for more Grace?"

2011-05-23T18:11:00.000-07:00

Romans3:6-8 (The MSG)
But if our wrongdoing only underlines and confirms God's rightdoing, shouldn't we be commended for helping out? Since our bad words don't even make a dent in his good words, isn't it wrong of God to back us to the wall and hold us to our word? These questions come up. The answer to such questions is no, a most emphatic No! How else would things ever get straightened out if God didn't do the straightening?

7-8It's simply perverse to say, "If my lies serve to show off God's truth all the more gloriously, why blame me? I'm doing God a favor." Some people are actually trying to put such words in our mouths, claiming that we go around saying, "The more evil we do, the more good God does, so let's just do it!" That's pure slander, as I'm sure you'll agree.

O: the idea of gracr is a gift to be received not taken advantagr of. It is not a license to sin all the more not to justify the faith by saying my sins make Gods gift more glorious. My sinning allows Gods love to shine brighter. Doesny work that way.....

A:
My savior is not to be just the savior of my consequences but the Savior of my sin. Rescue me pull me away from living that way anf walking down decisions in that area. My choices to sin do not glorify agod nor do they make God look better. It is the abandoning of my sins through the strength and the conpelling heart that brings more glory...
I am not to glory in grace. It is a gift and a rare gift indeed. Do no use it ever as a safety net for the sins I outeardly commit.

P:
Father and God of wrath. Help me not to use your grace as a doorway to sin an dbe forgiven on my terms. Lord I pray that this basic truth woukd be reminded to me esoecially in those difficult times at work. Hekp me to be true salt and light..to really reflect you and makr sure I am preparing for yiur second coming. God I don't want to be caught doing something I shouldn't. Help me to be upright and blameless before Your God. Thank you God for tonights fellowship how sweet it is Lord. I pray that you continue to use each member to bring glory to You and to have you as their one true passion and hunger in their hearts. Use them mightily God. Reveal Your plan and purpose O Lord. May your be blessed and pleased God. In Jesus Name amen.

5/21 LJ Do not just listen but DO

2011-05-21T22:51:00.000-07:00

Romans 2:13 NLT

For merely listening to the law doesn’t make us right with God. It is obeying the law that makes us right in his sight.

O:
Its the key verse from James appearing in Romans. Don't just listen but DO. It is the obedience that makes us right. Disobedience = sin. Even the Gentiles who were down with the law read and listened...however what makes us different is the fact that we obey. OBEDIENCE will make a huuuge difference from Followers of Christ and Christians.

A:
A common theme running through my mind regarding ministry and for BUILD. A few things I am called to reminders:
Gods love does not show favortism therefore I should not esp in the body of believers. Whuch means love the unlovable too. Love those who will not return that love back. Love the rebellious and the hermits.
Obeying is not based on how we feel at the moment. If that was so, Jesus could have stalled or delayed the via dolorosa. Simply because He didn't feel like it...however He still obeyed.
Obey Judy. Regardless of your own feelings or your opinions of situations ...

P:
God I thank you for the fellowship tonight. Lord I praise You that you know exactly what we need to hear to spur our heartsnfor more of Your kingdom. Lord I oray that I eoukd obey no matter how hard the situation seems that I eould consecrate myself from this world and be set apart for you. Lord teach and train me to obey for obey is better than sacrifice. Lord I ask that as he decision is madr...may your name be glorified in the next stage of BUILD. BE REMEMBERED God. I ask for more of Jesus wisdom to love on these individuals. Lord tomorrow is the Lords day...as I rest would you beckon your people to gather with worshipful hearts. You alone are worthy O God. In Jesus name amen.

5/20 Dont encourage or hint sin.

2011-05-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

Romans 1:32 NLT

They know God’s justice requires that those who do these things deserve to die, yet they do them anyway. Worse yet, they encourage others to do them, too.

O: WHAT a sobering thought....to sin on your own is given but to encourage others to do so as well? Yikes. Knowingly ...it is very troublesome to be in a position of knowing God and His Word yet not obeying aaaand encouraging others dow that path. Maybe it doesn't have to be the fact that one encourages to sin but one may also not encourage to walk away from sin.

A:
What a scary sobering thought.
Make sure there is nothing in my testimonials whether in action, words, deeds, choice of lifestyle that may encourage anybody directly or indirectly to sin. Perhaps more soecifics, my FB postings won't hinder or cause/encourage the idea to be sinning whether that looks like, using profanity, getting drunk, stating murder towards another....in the workplace, don't hint the possibility of sinning like inviting to go drink, or return the eye for an eye...nothing of that sort ...

P:
God, I am under your Judgement. My life must be fruitful. Lord I pray that as the worst sinnrr of these, help me never to cause stumbling or hint any idea of being in the world.consecrate me God. As a follower of Christ, make this life reflect You in all and every posssible way. Give me wisdom to makr the right decisions and responses to every situation in worj home and church. Lord I pray for a significant death of myself and the lif eof You in me more and more. Stir me away from even thhe slightest hinting of sins even if iy is in moderation or it is permissible...nothing. only Jesus. Only holiness. In Jesus name amen.

5/19 LJ Everything is not what it seems......

2011-05-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

2 Thessalonians 3:2 MSG

And pray that we'll be rescued from these scoundrels who are trying to do us in. I'm finding that not all "believers" are believers.

O:
I don't know what kind of hardships Pauk was going through that would make hin even say this verse. But it sounds really disappointing. The type of disappointmen, hurt and co fusion that would cause him to conclude that not all people who call themselves to be believers are..indeed believers. Whether it was the lives they were living or the lack of responses as Paul says....tell those freeloaders to work and then get paid....something wasn't matching up in his eyes as he heard reports.

A:
I relate in disappointments, hurts and confusion. Especially last night. Laying in bed wondering and thinking are they saved? Should I say something? Why does it burden my heart this much? One thing I am comforted that even Paul understood that not all folks who say they are Christian were actually Christians. Their lifestyle, choice of words or activities, lack of response to the Gospel...he was able to tell the lack of fruits. So it snot to say: only God knows their heart so I can't judge....we too arr given the guidelines in the Bible of what a Christian should do or not do. The marks if a deacon, the world will know you are my disciples if you love one another, the parable of the branches and the gardener.and mooore.. pray for the change of hearts. Pray for their souls. Pray for an awakening a spiritual awakening.

P:
God, how it burdens to see labels of Christ followers but lives of the world being more common and acceptable. Father, I pray for the one in slumber who chooses to make decisions that do not reflect you. I pray for the rebellious who calls themselves Christian but reflects nothing different, Father I cry out for the freeloader, the lazy, the blind, the content, the complainer, the complacent, the dead.....Lord have mercy and respond accordingly to your love. Father I pray that those who say they know you would live as though they really did not just oj Sundays but even outside of "proper" moments. God if you call me to speak ooen doors. Father, I lift up JP and I....please Lord we want to reflect You.to bear fruit and show marks of a Christ centered and driven marriage. Mold and shape us into a marriage tha brings you glory. Help us not to blend into this world but to stand oit consecrated and holy in your eyes. Lord I also lift up BUILD, father awaken our group and sift out those who truly do know you that I may pursue and speak in love those who don't. Father I pray the next material we cover would change lives for you. May the Bible, your Word O God ...that is God breathed and used for teaching transform lives O God I plea.......Holy Spirit, work. Not me but You!! Its all for You! In Jesus name amen.

5/17 LJ What is mine is of the Lord

2011-05-17T20:44:00.000-07:00

1 Chronicles 29:6-9, 14-18 ESV

Then the leaders of fathers' houses made their freewill offerings, as did also the leaders of the tribes, the commanders of thousands and of hundreds, and the officers over the king's work. They gave for the service of the house of God 5,000 talents and 10,000 darics of gold, 10,000 talents of silver, 18,000 talents of bronze and 100,000 talents of iron. And whoever had precious stones gave them to the treasury of the house of the Lord, in the care of Jehiel the Gershonite. Then the people rejoiced because they had given willingly, for with a whole heart they had offered freely to the Lord. David the king also rejoiced greatly. "But who am I, and what is my people, that we should be able thus to offer willingly? For all things come from you, and of your own have we given you. For we are strangers before you and sojourners, as all our fathers were. Our days on the earth are like a shadow, and there is no abiding. O Lord our God, all this abundance that we have provided for building you a house for your holy name comes from your hand and is all your own. I know, my God, that you test the heart and have pleasure in uprightness. In the uprightness of my heart I have freely offered all these things, and now I have seen your people, who are present here, offering freely and joyously to you. O Lord, the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, our fathers, keep forever such purposes and thoughts in the hearts of your people, and direct their hearts toward you.

O:
What I have in my name under my possession is not something I earned or gaines rom my heavy works or hands. It is all from God to be used by God. It is God who gives me a job and God who brings business to the job so that I and others can be paid. It is Gods Hands that provides the crops for farmers to reap a harvest and through that line comes purchases only because God allowed it. I am nothing. My days on this earth are short. Nothing is guarantees and yet much is given to me. To give freely for God with God in mind also guarantees that God will refill. Its an ongoing cycle of Gods glory to be displayed in my life and those around me.

A:
MONEY and resources...I want David's prayer for Solomon to be for me as well. That my heart will be wholly directed to Him and His will not mine. Thata I would not be stingy or selfish with blessings but understanding in faith and trust that God will refill as I give. Its like that song: I know Im filled to be emptied again the seeds I receive I will sow. Where and how can I manage giving/ loving/ deeds in a way where God would see it as a daughter who wholly gives to the purpose of loving God.

P:
God I want more so I can give more. Burn away any selfish motives of having a job or making money unless it is for the purpose of being poured out for You. Lord reveal to me and JP ways that we can bless and love on others. I trust in your care and your love for me and JP. Help me not to be hoarding anything for myself but to give as the Spirit leads ...and joyfully. Thank you for blessing me God with a roof over our heads, food to eat, jobs to keep busy at, extras to enjoy and share..Lord may it be used for building your kingdom up. In Jesus name amen.

5/16 LJ: Love God and Love people

2011-05-16T23:25:00.000-07:00

1 Thessalonians 5:14-18 ESV

And we urge you, brothers, admonish the idle, encourage the fainthearted, help the weak, be patient with them all. See that no one repays anyone evil for evil, but always seek to do good to one another and to everyone. Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

O:
The focus is on two things: God and His people. LOVE GOD AND LOVE PEOPE ..nothing else matters for that is the will of God in Christ Jesus for me.

A:
As BUILD approaches, I am encouraged to love these members. To do all that I can to encourage and challenge them tk love God and others with their lives. Its not easy to do all the time but knowing that is Gods wikl for me, makes it much more worthwhile and enjoyable. I am convicted that mt hearts condition is a huge factor in how I love God and His people. I must be in His Word and in Prayer constantly. No shortcuts about it.

P:

Lord thank you for your Word. Thank you fellowship and opportunities to Love your people
I pray that I become a deeper passionate lover of God and of Your peopke esp.in BUILD. Trsin me use me sharpen me make me. Aservant and slave for them and their souls. Lord I pkea that Your spirit work amongst our meeting tomorrow. Come have your way with us Lord. In Jesus name amen.

4/15 LJ: "More and more"

2011-05-15T15:01:00.000-07:00

1 Thessalonians 4

9 Now about your love for one another we do not need to write to you, for you yourselves have been taught by God to love each other. 10 And in fact, you do love all of God’s family throughout Macedonia. Yet we urge you, brothers and sisters, to do so more and more.

O: Paul has already instructed the church with commands and instructions that are from God. The fact that he says "more and more" it sounds like he already said it and here he goes reminding again and again. Something as good and sweet as "love"...there must be nothing wrong with exercising more of it. especially if it such a good thing and will produce more good things. =)

A:
can't ever love enough. Can't love God enough, can't love people enough. There are millions and methods to love a person or reach out to somebody. Not so much about adding more "to do" things on the task list but to really be intentional and purposeful about how I go about loving people. It doesn't necessarily mean buying stuff for people but showing grace, patience, forgiveness, encouragement, support to my coworkers, CG members and church family/leaders. With BUILD coming up, I always wonder, how can I truly love these people? Does it mean feeding them with water downed sugar coated "bible truth" so that none of their feelings get hurt? If speaking the truth in love is good and something God commanded, why hold it back? why keep a good thing down

P:

Lord, I thank you for today's message through pastor Bob. truly we are in the end days of the world adn life is so short with no guarantees of "tomorrow". Father I pray and ask for much confirmation about BUILD and the direction you may be asking me to take it. Help me not to be soft and passive about the Truth. Lord prepare me to be bold andcourageous and pro-active about my faith with myh brothers and sisters in Christ. Would you silence this "fear of man" and instill a boldness and fear of God instead. Whether it is James and Philippians, father speak or it if another book. Lord I pray you would develop a huge appetite and hunger for God's Word and God's Will in our lives. Prepare us O God!In Jesus name Amen.

5/12 LJ: My job

2011-05-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Matthew 28:18-20 ESV

And Jesus came and said to them, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age..

Matthew 28:18-20 MSG

Jesus, undeterred, went right ahead and gave his charge: "God authorized and commanded me to commission you: Go out and train everyone you meet, far and near, in this way of life, marking them by baptism in the threefold name: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Then instruct them in the practice of all I have commanded you. I'll be with you as you do this, day after day after day, right up to the end of the age."

O: Jesus didn't commission me to serve or be served or bring in numbers for the Church. He commissioned me to gi and make disciples to teach and train everyone I meet. Its not an option but a command.

A: I realize God is speaking as I seek him out. I go and train them what needs to be trained. Instruct them Jesus' ways. I need to keep seeking God about continuous confirmation for CGs next materiak and how to go about structuring the format and covenant for the group. So far green light on material.

P: Lord praise your name. Grant me the clear distinction of materials. Help me God for I need yourwords and your spirit to lead me. I submit to Your Will therefore rrveal for your servant is listening. Holy spirit please go forth and prepare the hearts of your people to be open and aware to the teaching of your Word. Strike a deep hunge rin us O God. Cause us to thirst for YOU. And you alone.!!!

In Jesus name.
Amen.

5/11 Lj The promises of God trump mortals

2011-05-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

Psalm 56:4 NLT

I praise God for what he has promised.

I trust in God, so why should I be afraid?

What can mere mortals do to me?

O:
King david was in a real bad.situation. I dont know if Ill ever be in a situation as bad as he was until the days of tribulation come. During an circumstance whether ministry difficulty marriage conflicts financial conflicts work relsted conflicts....Gods promises stay the same. They trump over the attempts and wickedness of man and sin. It cannot be phased or compromised by man. Thetefore I praise and am not afraid.

A:
With Build's next steps I realize it may cost me something. It won't be the popular method it won't be the preferred setting for many but for thr health and sake of the overall group it may be necessary. What can man do to me.....that will trump Gods promises? What can man do that will drivr me away from Christ? Neither life nor death nor anything on earth or in hell can separate me from Gods love.....must move forward.

P:
God I thank you for your glorious and sweet promises.thank you for your Word that revealed such great truths and encouragement to me at the right timing. Lord I pray that thru LJ and prayer would you give me ciurage and confirmation on what I should do as a CG leader. Father I ask of your will an dnot mine. Fill my heart with more of you and drive my intuitions out. Lord I pray that you woukd lead this group to a place of truth...may your will be donr God. Fill in us. Ahunger for You..instill a drsirr and yearning for the things of you God. In Jesus Name amen.

5/10 LJ: " Not my Will or my plans"

2011-05-10T23:20:00.000-07:00

Matthew 26:39 NLT

He went on a little farther and bowed with his face to the ground, praying, “My Father! If it is possible, let this cup of suffering be taken away from me. Yet I want your will to be done, not mine.”

O: Jesus is The Son of God yet even in all his power he submits to the Father's Will. Even in the most fearful circumstances, he asks what he may but ultimately still asks for Gods will to be done. Its a shift of focus off of himself and a redirecting of desire to Gods purpose. What is encouraging is that the Father is not stingy in ways where He will say to me, Judy you can't ask that of me.

A: as I begin to train for prayer I know I need to be mindful once again of the truth that not everything evolves around me. This world and the function /purpose is not dedicated to make me happy or secure. Therefore I too need to discipline myself and train to be one who is kingdom minded and aware.
Not my Will or my plans or the way that I wanted Im so tired of my hands in the way so reveal to these eyes the true heart of the Father today, o teach me how to pray.

P:
God teach me how to pray. Teach me how to be kingdom minded for You. Release the spirit of intercessory prayer upon me so I can lift up those who are in need. Father prepare me. I ask that I would please you and focus all my attention upon you and not me. Lord as I seek you reveal your heart desire for Build and the next portion to study. Lord speak.....for your servant is listening. In Jesus name amen.

4/16 LJ God is for me then who can be against me Lent D39

2011-04-28T22:35:00.000-07:00

1 Samuel 18:14-16 NLT

David continued to succeed in everything he did, for the Lord was with him. When Saul recognized this, he became even more afraid of him. But all Israel and Judah loved David because he was so successful at leading his troops into battle.

O:
Saul and David. If there was a distinct moment to define differences in their life, the difference of having the Spirit of God upon them. That makes the difference ..obviously enough to be mentioned multiple times in that chapter. When the Apirit of God is upon an individual, their life is different. Unremarkably different.

A:
What about my life? I have the Holy Spirit in me. Living in me. What is different? If somebody documented and shadowed my day to day life even in my ugly moments, would there be a difference? If so is it worthy of the name of Jesus? If there isn't, what does that reflect about Jesus and his glory? And what does it say about me as a so called believer? Do I live as one who lives in step with the Spirit? Definitely something I need to evaluate and think about as I plan wedding and work FT. Even school is crazy.

P:
God ..you've made residence in my heart through Jesus. Surely may my life reflect differences than the non believer. Father please let it start with me. Ley it resonate from me first. Before I encourage BUILD to live like that....let it start from me first before I look for it in others. Lord I pratthose at work would see a difference in me from those who are non believers....Lord live through me. Increase in my life..in this upcoming marriage. Maje yoursekf king in my life. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

4/15 LJ "God of comfort" LentD38

2011-04-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

Psalm 9:9-10 NLT

The Lord is a shelter for the oppressed,

a refuge in times of trouble. Those who know your name trust in you,

for you, O Lord, do not abandon those who search for you.

O:
God is not just a judging God.
God is also the one I can turn o for comfort and refuge. Especially in m. Weariest times of trouble. He is faithful and reliable than anybody else in this entire world. Why should I place my trust in anybody else?

A: its been days since I drafted this but I can distinctly remember why this passage pointed out to me. In my upset moments with JP or my frustrating moments with work and especially myself, God must be the oneI turn to. I cantrely on anybody to make eerything ok except God. So next time I get into an argument or find myself frustrated, turn to God in prayer. Turn to God for comfort.Turn to God for shelter. He is everlasting and faithful.

P:
Lord, I can't believe how I remember this day. The pain and struggle from the fight and wondering why. Lord you hav comforted me through your word. Thank you that Word of God is perfecr in timing. Lord teach me ho wto run to you in all circumstances. May my life reflect and rest on you. In Jesus name amen.

4/14 LJ: Obeying is the best choice" Lent 37

2011-04-18T22:55:00.000-07:00

1 Samuel 15:22 NLT

But Samuel replied,

“What is more pleasing to the Lord:

your burnt offerings and sacrifices

or your obedience to his voice?

Listen! Obedience is better than sacrifice,

and submission is better than offering the fat of rams.

O: Saul was a pretty cool guy. Did almost everything right in others eyes and in The Lots until he disobeyed and did things according to what he thought was good in his eyes. Gauged it wrong. And then justified it as if it was still obedience by reasoning with the message from the LORD. Sacrifices of money, service, songs, word mean nothing to God. It is obedience that He desires.

A:
At times like tonight I want to rebel. Disobey His commandsand just be the sinner that Iam. I don't want to be held back or live out my call to love unloving people. I wish I could like others but as Christ my Lord I am called to obey rather han sacrifice. Its not easy nor do I want to but God as my God calls me to so I must. No justification or reasoning is allowed.

P:
God I hate dealing with the same issues over and over again. Would you wipe the slate clean and cause a change in my life? God willing open and close doors for specific relationships I bear fruit for you. Help me toobey you as best that I can. Lord I want to obey you as long as You remain faithful to me. Lord rescue me and deliver me from these incidents and discouragements. Rescue me and set me free. Teach me to obey than sacrifice. In Jesus name amen.

4/13 LJ " Love your best" Lent D36

2011-04-18T19:10:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 13:11-12 MSG

And that's about it, friends. Be cheerful. Keep things in good repair. Keep your spirits up. Think in harmony. Be agreeable. Do all that, and the God of love and peace will be with you for sure. Greet one another with a holy embrace.

O: Before Paul comes to visit the church he urges them in this letter to do the right thing before he needs to exercise his authority on them. He reminds them to test their faith and continue to make sure whether their faith is proven true. In the end he calls them to a lifestyle if agreeing and loving one another. To live in peace and agreement and the love and peace of God will appear.

A: Even tonight it is hard to be in agreement or to love my best. Its hard when you feel you have been mistreated for ridiculous things. Im realizing that love can be easy when you're expecting to love somebody who isn't loving or patient back. I think I really need to pray for more patience, love, humility with coworkers and especially Jonathan as we approach marriage day.

P:
Father you command your body to love like You do. With your strength and Spirit help me to love Jonathan even when it seems most difficult. Help me to love my coworkers even under the stress and rush of the day. Lots I pray thata You would reign more and more in JP and I as we prepare doe marriage. Father continue to prepare and teach us our roles. Lord, I pray for Lynn as she is in Taiwan. Father may she reap a harvest of souls for your name. Open and close doors as she reaches out to those in Taiwan. Lord I lift up LOVE Japan to you. May your will be done. Mat everything we have worked and labored for be pleasing to you O God.I pray that these actions would bless your heart. Cause us to love you more. Father even wedding plans I ask that Your will would be done. Please allow honesty and integrity to be obvious in this transaction. Lord I want to trust You. In Jesus name amen.

4/12 LJ "GLADLY Love regardless" LentD35

2011-04-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 12:15 NLT

I will gladly spend myself and all I have for you, even though it seems that the more I love you, the less you love me.

O:
Paul's love for the Church amazes me. How he was filled with the holy spirit so much that he was able to love even when he felt they loved him....less. yet he starts off to say GLADLY I will spend myself for you. What great love can that be besides the love of God the Father that is resonating through Paul to the people.

A:
Praise God for I know He has said and done that to me.....
Judy I would gladly spend myself in you and I already have through Jesus while you were yet a sinner..

I am the worst. I sin I fail I make mistakes im not always living out the fruits of the spirit yet God still loves me. How do I love others with that kind of love? Tap into God thru prayer and Word. Received and surrender what the Holy Spirit may try to do through me. Also nudged to revive my love for BUILD.

P'

Lord Jesus....thank you for leaving all your glory behind to love a sinner like me, to suffer and bleed for a sinner like me. God I am amazed at your love for me. I want to be like you Father to love andlove over and over those who are placed in my path and under my care. Help me not just to be soft on loving but to love freely and fearlessly. Lord renew my mind and soul this morning and teach me how to love BUILD best way I can. Father I ask for Jesus more and more in my life and less of this sinner's influence. May Your will be done. In Jesus name amen.

4:/11 "Let mt words be few" Lent D 34

2011-04-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

1 Samuel 12:7 NLT

Now stand here quietly before the Lord as I remind you of all the great things the Lord has done for you and your ancestors

O:
To stand before the Lord is making yourselves available in respect and honor. Its an act of respect knowing who's presence you are standing in. Instead of telling God what we want and what we need..we stand without much talk. Let your words be few and stand in awe of You. Remembering God is very important. Forgetting God is very dangeroua. Before talking at God, make time to listen and be reminded and meditate on His goodness.

A: wedding plans, love japan, making a home, build CG, and overall life...can make life busy and noisy. With noise the memories of Gods goodness and faithfulness can be easily drowned out. Its been hectic to do my Lent LJ everyday on a timely manner but definitely need to make time to have God speak to me like He is tonight.

P:
God let my words be few. Let my stance be respectful and honoring to you. Even as I plow through the days before BUILD and the wedding please help me to be alone with You. Speak to me God. REVEAL to me the truths that I need to know. Lead me with your strong hands. Direct my steps O God.I want to be pleasing to you. A blessing to you. Thank you God for the ways you have.thus far revealed your promises ans goodness. Praise Your name alone. IN jesus name amen.

4/10 LJ : "Praise others and let God praise you." LentD 33

2011-04-14T00:17:00.000-07:00

2 oyCorinthians 10:18 NLT

When people commend themselves, it doesn’t count for much. The important thing is for the Lord to commend them

O:
Serving God is a God centered life. Meaning in previous verses....Paul doesn't boast in his ways and education. He says if there was anything to boast about it boast only in the Lord. My discomforts my pain et must be set aside in.

A :
Remain humble but not a doormat. Keep mouth closed from self praise.
More than anything remaining humble is the key phrase. And always considering others better thats theb

P:
Father, thank yojfor reminding about how important is stay humble and make assured that God gets he glory not I. Ask for better understanding of this lord what a timeky manner. Father teach me how to emulate you at all times. Lord keep this heart corrected and on your path as. I continue wedding and LOVE Japan
Open and close doors God. Make it oh so very obvious of what You will do. Help me to be confident in my position before you God. Lord may and your Kingdom be glorified. In Jesus name amen.

4/9 "The results of LOVE Japan" Lent D32

2011-04-12T11:04:00.001-07:00

2 Corinthians 9:11-15 NLT

Yes, you will be enriched in every way so that you can always be generous. And when we take your gifts to those who need them, they will thank God. So two good things will result from this ministry of giving—the needs of the believers in Jerusalem will be met, and they will joyfully express their thanks to God. As a result of your ministry, they will give glory to God. For your generosity to them and to all believers will prove that you are obedient to the Good News of Christ. And they will pray for you with deep affection because of the overflowing grace God has given to you. Thank God for this gift too wonderful for words!

O:
Paul is spurring on and encouraging the church to give accordingly not out of guilt or of "safe" conscious but with a cheerful heart knowing that two awesome things will happen as a result of it. 1.the needs will be met and 2. They will express thanks to God. What a beautiful picture.!!! In obedience, many things unspeakable and unheard things can and will happen.

A: Man these verses resonate sooo much with my hopes for Japan. Yes, may the needs be met but would they the people recognize the Love of God and the good news reflecting through Samaritans Purse may cause Japanese victims may truly "taste and see that the Lord is good." Yes its been hard at times...not complaint worthy and discouraging but this verse definitely is a breath of fresh air and a tenfold dose of strength for my soul. Press on in prayer and good works for the people of Japan and for the Gospel to consume their souls!!!!

P:
God you are so mighty. I cannot contain you in a box or in a container. Your ways are higher and far better than mine. God I pray for Love Japan. May your will be done. May the event itself cause praises to your name, glory to you and souls to be saved yes Lord we wait for your renown in Japan!!! Lord continue to open doors and encourage the fellow teammates who are reaching out to continue on their efforts knowing what fruit may come from their efforts. Lord I praise You for BUILD and their heart to serve and love. Take hold of our complacency and drive more Jesus in our final days. Glory be to You alone God. In Jesus name amen.

4/8 LJ Never in need Lent D 31

2011-04-12T00:45:00.001-07:00

2 Corinthians 8:14-15 NLT

Right now you have plenty and can help those who are in need. Later, they will have plenty and can share with you when you need it. In this way, things will be equal. As the Scriptures say,

“Those who gathered a lot had nothing left over,

and those who gathered only a little had enough.”

O: God who gives all things does not make mistakes in how much or how little He gives. The way he gives is beyond my comprehension and scope. And how so easily it is for humans to fret and calculate when things don't add up in our view. Even the shortage is of Gods plan. The poor and the rich. Coexist for Gods glory. Even what I have that others may not is for Gods glory. What somebody has that I don't have is for Gods glory as well. Its the perfect puzzle pieces. That reveal Gods glory.

A: in light of Gods provisions and timing the last 48 hours I can see the timing and perfection in everything. What we lacked somebody else provided. What we had we provided for somebody else.it definitely encourages me to give more freely especially knowing how rich I am with Jesus. There is nothing I lack even if it is finances or materials ...I do not lack.

P:
God I praise you for your faithfulness and recognize how well you put things together. Lord would you receivie this song of thanksgiving and praise. Lord I ask that this gift you have given me. The abundance of life and freedom, help me to spend it on you for more glory and more recognition of you in our lives. Spiritually tune me into the needs and opportunities around JP and I. I pray God that even tonight as we prepare for BUILD would you provide the words OD truth and encouragement tonight to spur one another on for living fully in you. In Jesus name amen.

4/7 LJ: Pain is not a hindrance Lent D30

2011-04-10T23:46:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 7:8-10 NLT

I am not sorry that I sent that severe letter to you, though I was sorry at first, for I know it was painful to you for a little while. Now I am glad I sent it, not because it hurt you, but because the pain caused you to repent and change your ways. It was the kind of sorrow God wants his people to have, so you were not harmed by us in any way. For the kind of sorrow God wants us to experience leads us away from sin and results in salvation. There’s no regret for that kind of sorrow. But worldly sorrow, which lacks repentance, results in spiritual death.

O:
Paul's pain is not to hurt or cause worldly sorrow. He wants to be firm and truthful to those he speaks to. That kind of sorroww and pain when done right is to cause realization of our sin and repent. Anything other than that is spiritual death.

A:
At Calvary SLO, the message really stuck to me. Who Jesus was and what He did for me is what I am filled to do to others. Three things friends do:
1. VULNERABILITY -Pain is not a hindrance.
2. TRANSPARENCY : Shame is not a hindrance.
3. SACRIFICE: Cost is not a hindrance.
Those three things, Jesus did for me. I should be able to afford to do that to others knowing that what I have been given will never run out. I realized a few friends whom I spoke to about their personal sin...may have been hard to hear or painful but it is what needed to be said regarding their choice to sin. It was not to guilt but to encourage repentance I felt bad knowing perhaps they are avoiding me. Perhaps but I want to trust God and His truth. Being anything outside of 1-3 is almost not really committed. Need to persevere and speak.

P:
God I ask that the.fruit of the Spirit resonate through me. Especially those threeitem
Teach me God. Use me andcreate a spiritual confidence tomorrow.Lord, prepare me for Build this week. I can't do it it alone. Tune me into your sojeitdoing foe BUILD.in Jesus name.amen

4/6 LJ "spend life wisely" LentD29

2011-04-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 6:1-10, 13 MSG

Companions as we are in this work with you, we beg you, please don't squander one bit of this marvelous life God has given us. God reminds us, I heard your call in the nick of time; The day you needed me, I was there to help. Don't put it off; don't frustrate God's work by showing up late, throwing a question mark over everything we're doing. Our work as God's servants gets validated-or not-in the details. People are watching us as we stay at our post, alertly, unswervingly . . . in hard times, tough times, bad times; when we're beaten up, jailed, and mobbed; working hard, working late, working without eating; with pure heart, clear head, steady hand; in gentleness, holiness, and honest love; when we're telling the truth, and when God's showing his power; when we're doing our best setting things right; when we're praised, and when we're blamed; slandered, and honored; true to our word, though distrusted; ignored by the world, but recognized by God; terrifically alive, though rumored to be dead; beaten within an inch of our lives, but refusing to die; immersed in tears, yet always filled with deep joy; living on handouts, yet enriching many; having nothing, having it all. I'm speaking as plainly as I can and with great affection. Open up your lives. Live openly and expansively!

O:
Pauls plea with the Corinthians is do not squander your life away towards questioning his work for God, the ministry and questioning everything he does. He stands faithfully in his duties knowing how many people watch and how many will keep a different type of eye on him. Whether he suffers or bears fruit he is joyful. Joy joy joy. He has nothing but has everything. He has no possessions or much to his name but he has Jesus and that is all that matters. True freedom is that. Living for Jesus and having Jesus.

A:
Remain faithful to what is ahead of me. Marriage, build, work, school, lovejapan
Trust that what I do is validated in God alone. Do not look or search from people.
Continue continue even if its hard and doesn't make sense. Continue to follow Christ and apply Christ as beat as possible.
BE JOYFUL ALWAYS!!!!

P:
God, today I surrender this day and weekend to have your way in me. God help me not to squander my time here with these ladies in SLO for just fun but help me to resonate your fragrance to them and whoever is around. God, your message remains the same for me.....persevere and remain faithful. Live fully for God....jesus help me to do so. May my life be spent on you bc of your unfailing love. Lord my mind wanders to think about this month and the wedding date. Set my eyes on you and may I be calm and joyful through all circumstances. Thank you for the peace you gave me this week. Thank you for leading this life to continue to persevere even in difficult situations. Let me lead this life like Paul did. I pray that I would trust and surrender as the deadlines for LJ and marriage approaches. God may your name be blessed and lifted high.in Jesus name amen.

4/5 LJ "Hello God...heres what I did" LentD28

2011-04-09T01:14:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 5:1, 6-11 MSG

For instance, we know that when these bodies of ours are taken down like tents and folded away, they will be replaced by resurrection bodies in heaven-God-made, not handmade That's why we live with such good cheer. You won't see us drooping our heads or dragging our feet! Cramped conditions here don't get us down. They only remind us of the spacious living conditions ahead. It's what we trust in but don't yet see that keeps us going. Do you suppose a few ruts in the road or rocks in the path are going to stop us? When the time comes, we'll be plenty ready to exchange exile for homecoming. But neither exile nor homecoming is the main thing. Cheerfully pleasing God is the main thing, and that's what we aim to do, regardless of our conditions. Sooner or later we'll all have to face God, regardless of our conditions. We will appear before Christ and take what's coming to us as a result of our actions, either good or bad. That keeps us vigilant, you can be sure. It's no light thing to know that we'll all one day stand in that place of Judgment. That's why we work urgently with everyone we meet to get them ready to face God. God alone knows how well we do this, but I hope you realize how much and deeply we care.

O:
Perseverance. Endurance and hope in Christ. The day I stand before Christ what will I say before him? Will U have a good account? It is for that reason to work diligently, love relentlessly and encourage whoever we meet to be "ready before God".

A: its a crazy month but there's something about this verse and the timing of April that makes it very worthwhile to plow through. Knowing my account before the Lord is being actively developed for that time. It is seeing and understanding that what God has placed before me I do faithfully with all my heart. Whether it is relationships, ministry, work. Etc ..
And to make sure my heart isn't on "task" mode but "bless God"mode.

P.
Father, there will be a day I stand before you. May I have something to show you besides seashells or my collection of shoes, spoons and completed "life task list". Lord I want to bring more in this life. Please train me and grow me into a Paul who persevered through anything for the sake of Jesus. God I rely upon your strength and guidance to live out this last month of singlehood as a pleasing act of spiritual worship. Lead me God. Teach me Lord. I pray that BUILD would continue to see more of you as we gather. Holy Spirit work in this group in ways we cannot deny. God I pray that LOVEjapan would be a blessing and a catalyst for others to come to love and possibly see Jesus and Church in a new light. Lord, would you will be done in my relationship with JP. Cause us to love and follow you with everything we have. Grant us all we need through Jesus.

In Jesus name. Amen.

4/4 LJ: "Fixed on You" Lent D27

2011-04-07T01:32:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 4: 16
16 That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are[e] being renewed every day. 17 For our present troubles are small and won’t last very long. Yet they produce for us a glory that vastly outweighs them and will last forever! 18 So we don’t look at the troubles we can see now; rather, we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen. For the things we see now will soon be gone, but the things we cannot see will last forever.

O:
Paul's main goal: glorifying GOd whether he eats/drinks/preaches. He understood that even his hardships for loving God were just more opportunities for GOd's grace to extend to him and others. What an outlook on life. His troubles aren't small. They were huge and troublesome but he still kept his eyes fixed and focused which caused all other things to fade away and seem "small".

A:
Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in His wonderful face and the things of this world will grow strangely dim. In the light of his glory and grace. Trust in Him. Trust in His grace and His will. Trust that though people make mistakes (including me) He doesn't.

P:
God, these small troubles have gotten to me. I cast them at your feet and lay broken before You once again. Renew my spirit, renew my passion, renew my mind to be single minded once again for you. Help me not to sway or detour off the path but renew my mind from the things of this world. Thank you Jesus for reminding me what realy matters in this world and lifetime. Help me to be faithful to You and to live out this life for You. Would you allow this final month of singlehood to be sweet and honoring before Your eyes. Lord I pray that my time with my sisters would be refreshingly sweet and a time to rejoice and edify one another. I ask God that wedding plans, LOVE Japan, ministry plans life plans..all of it Lord would bless Your name. Be magnified and help my eyes to fix on you- the author and perfector of my faith. In Jesus Name amen.

4/3 LJ: I know I am not but I know I AM LentD26

2011-04-05T00:56:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 3:4-5 NLT

We are confident of all this because of our great trust in God through Christ. It is not that we think we are qualified to do anything on our own. Our qualification comes from God.

O:
Paul's letter to urge the believers of Corinth that they're not writing these letters to boast about themselves or how Holy they are bc they know they are not. But they know the one who is. They also know the God who is able and who makes the human impossible ...possible. their confident is simply in the fact that Gods spirit lives and works in them.

A: I am confident in the IAM.
I am confident that I have and will fail.
I am confident that I have sins of my past and current that surpass sins of others.
I am confident that my heart is prone to wander.
I am confident that anything I try to do on my own strength will fail.
I am confident that my identity is true when it is found in Jesus Christ.
I am confident that God who has began a good work in me will complete it as I strive to know Him more and love Him more.
I am confident in Jesus living in me than my own instincts.
I am confident that anything good and praiseworthy that comes out of BUILD, is all God.
I am confident that serving Him will not always be easy but is far more rewarding in eternity.

P:
God,
I know I am not...but I know I AM. Thank you for making yourself known to me..not as a wimpy religion but a living breathing relationship. Thank you for choosing a rag like me to do something I could only dream of. Father thank you for BUILD and Love Japan. God my human side tells me I can easily screw this up but I have confidence in You alone being my strength wisdom discernment and "speaker" Lord I just want to see You work...would you reveal your glory through BUILD and Love Japan. Reveal your glory in my future marriage and at work. May they see the rag I am but be astonished and praise You God. I lay it down Lord. May Your Will be done. In Jesus name amen.

4/2 LJ: " Having the right scent" Lent D25

2011-04-03T22:04:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 2:14-17 NLT

But thank God! He has made us his captives and continues to lead us along in Christ’s triumphal procession. Now he uses us to spread the knowledge of Christ everywhere, like a sweet perfume. Our lives are a Christ-like fragrance rising up to God. But this fragrance is perceived differently by those who are being saved and by those who are perishing. To those who are perishing, we are a dreadful smell of death and doom. But to those who are being saved, we are a life-giving perfume. And who is adequate for such a task as this? You see, we are not like the many hucksters who preach for personal profit. We preach the word of God with sincerity and with Christ’s authority, knowing that God is watching us.

O: I remember somebody once said when you are in turn and right with God, those who are of the world and in darkness try to avoid you or do not want to be near you. Reminds me of a person who just stinks with a bad odor. No sweet smelling fragrance but a nasty smell that cannot be tolerated. The message of hope I know and have is a sweet fragrance but it is receieved in two ways. Regardless of who my crowd is, it does not say in the Word that I pick and choose who hears the Truth. I am not in control of how the Truth is receieved. I am merely responsible to speak it when it comes. And with it should come sincere hearts knowing that God is watching.

A:
I was heavily burdened by news of intentional active sin. Meaning the person knows they ate disobeying but doesn't want to change. Broke my heart and cries out God why...why this again?
I ended up speaking the Truth in Love but im not sure what the outcome was. I guess its good to know it fell two ways: either sweet fragrance or a gross smell. I am not responsible to change hearts. My responsibility is speak Truth and pray that God would reveal and change their hearts.

P:
God I know you're causing all this so that I am in a position to cry out to you more and surrender my ways before You. Well you got it. I fee l inadequate and nothing without your spirit and leadership. Lord I long to be a believer that gives off a sweet fragrance. Father discpkine me. Humble me. Equip me. Teach me. Train my heart. I ask that in all cases, I would remain faithful to You. Continue to chip away my fear of man and replace it with fear of God. I know more is to come God. Equip me. IN jesus name. Amen.

4/1 LJ "Twisting the Truth is hardly truth Lent D24

2011-04-03T01:12:00.000-07:00

2 Corinthians 1:13-14 MSG

Don't try to read between the lines or look for hidden meanings in this letter. We're writing plain, unembellished truth, hoping that you'll now see the whole picture as well as you've seen some of the details. We want you to be as proud of us as we are of you when we stand together before our Master Jesus.

O:
Gods Word is pretty straight forward. There are certain things that need to be researched to understand the background.and context but once those come into light it is clear. Instead of taking the Word in segments it is a must to look at the Word as a whole. If only looked upon in segments, id be missing bits and pieces. Embracing the Word as a whole is necessary.

A:
Recalling Bobs message on Sunday ties into what I've been feeling when it comes to life decisions and twisting the Word to make God fit into my desires and circumstances. Very dangerous fire to play with. I as a believer need to be willing to look at this life as a whole...look at the Word as a whole. Not picking and choosing. Same token, present the Truth as a whole. To others as well.

P:
God, I was so overwhelmed this past weekend. LORD I could go nuts just seeing how much truth lacks and sin exists. Father I know you're nudging me to continue to read and study Your Word so that I am equipped for "say whuuuuut! Moments in ministry and with friends. God I pray for your spirit to illuminate my understanding and motivate my obedience. Use me God. I am here. In Jesus name amen.

3/31 LJ: Recognize... Lent D23

2011-04-01T23:54:00.000-07:00

1 Corinthians 16:15-18 NLT

You know that Stephanas and his household were the first of the harvest of believers in Greece, and they are spending their lives in service to God’s people. I urge you, dear brothers and sisters, to submit to them and others like them who serve with such devotion. I am very glad that Stephanas, Fortunatus, and Achaicus have come here. They have been providing the help you weren’t here to give me. They have been a wonderful encouragement to me, as they have been to you. You must show your appreciation to all who serve so well.

O:
I think Paul understood the struggles of serving and being spent for people who are growing or being fed. Which makes me wonder did he urge the church to recognize in encouragement those who are serving to continue. There prolly people who are exhausting their all for the Body and the Kingdom. Instead of just taking it is a call to care and recognize them in appreciation.

A:
I have one family in mind where I feel like man...they need a break. And I fins myself thinking, during this time Judy so do you but there ia something about being selfless and giving for others that resonates with Christ's heart. I think it is time to just take that step of faith and make myself available for them no regrets.

P:
God, how can I be your hands and feet. Use me and lead my to families and people who need an extra dose of encouragement. I pray God that as I make myself available for them would you be blesses and through that evening would you mold them together.father thank you for these servant leaders. Cause others to give as well not because a need is made known but bc their hearts want to. In Jesus name amen

Death Is Not Welcome Here

1/17 LJ

1.14 Lj

1.10 lj

1.6.2012 LJ

1.3.2012 LJ

1.1.12 LJ

10/18 LJ: But but but..no GO!

10/15 LJ: Let Truth call the shots.

10/14 LJ: Follow/ hang out and participate

10/13 LJ: It happened when we're together

10/12 LJ: Jesus isnt a humanitarian.

10/4 LJ: Its what is expected of me..

10/3 LJ: Be shrewd for the right reason

10/3 LJ: Be shrewd for the right reason

9/29 LJ: Hide n Seek Gods way

9/27 LJ: " Do what you know"

9/20 LJ: Remain faithful even if opposition and resistance happen

9/13 : LJ " You gotta walk the talk"

9/9 LJ:

9/6 : Remember God and He will remember You

the Lord is coming

9/1 : a blessing gone wrong

8/27: we are graciously freed

8/25 : dont associate

8/24: fight the feeling

8/22: Compassion is a must.

8/23 It's Me or You.

8/17: Caving in.

8/15 LJ: Surviving in the world

8/13 LJ: Love like Jesus

8/9 LJ: Forgot your flashlight?

8/8: When God says GO!

8/4: Jesus takes it...

8/2 :Open your eyes to see the harvest

8/1 : Dont take yourself too seriously...take His Word seriously.

7/30 LJ: " You haven't seen nothing yet!"

7/29 LJ: What He wants...

7/26: I spoke. He responded.

7/22 Choosing Christ over myself

7/21 Wait patiently for the harvest

7/16: Face of Love

7/15 : Consider Jesus in my hardships

God Disciplines His Children

7/12: Because of His Great Love

7/11 LJ If God is ______ then I am ____…

7/10 LJ: "Walk humbly with God"

7/8 " Still crawling like an infant"

7/7 : It's good to be near God

7/5 LJ Jesus who knows all things....

7/4 LJ: Servant Spirits

7/1: "Uninvited"

7/2 LJ: "Pray & Wait"

6/28 LJ: "Press on in ministry"

6/27 LJ:doing good work in a crooked world

6/26 LJ: "Pursue patiently"

6/22 LJ Do not give up.

6/19 LJ: Christian does not equal perfect..just forgiven.

6/18 LJ Prayer makes perfect

6/16 LJ: The Promise, the Process, the Payoff

6/15 LJ Suffering for fruit

6/14 LJ: Prayer and Perseverance.

6/13 LJ Not gonna stop...

6/11 LJ: My Prayer is this....

6/9 LJ: The last chapter..

6/6 LJ: When I die I want to leave a ________

6/5: For the love of God not money

6/1 LJ Debt free-never!!

5/30 LJ "Keepin it cool"

5/29 LJ: Hating correction

5/27 "If then Therefore"

5/26 LJ: "Fool!"

5/25 LJ: 50% doesnt equal 100%

4/24 LJ: Everything happens for a reason

Our son: Avala Nikhil Kumar

5/22 LJ: " Sinning for more Grace?"

5/21 LJ Do not just listen but DO

5/20 Dont encourage or hint sin.

5/19 LJ Everything is not what it seems......

5/17 LJ What is mine is of the Lord

7/11 LJ If God is __ then I am …